Deciduous,
Like a tree shedding it's leaves in fall, I find myself shedding;
Shedding the parts of me i don't recognize until I've become barren and empty.
Desperate for regrowth in Spring.
Reflection,
What i see in the mirror is the exact thing I'm scared to become;
A carbon copy of a woman whom can't say a single decent thing without a backhanded smile.
Fear of the past being the future.
Yearning,
To be anything but what I am;
To be loved and held by the one person who puts all of this to rest.
The person that sees into the demons eyes and laughs.
Dream,
The only thing I'm sure to have.
The fantasy and hopefully thinking that all of this shedding and fighting;
It won't be for nothing, that in the end there will be a happy....
Song.
YOU ARE READING
Freeing Myself
RandomThe best way for me to write is unrestricted. This little Journal of sorts is the way to do that. You may see some parts of my personal life. You may laugh. You may cry. What is life without the roller-coaster ride though? All bets are off. Read at...
