Freeing Myself

Journal Entry 8

So i'm a little stressed and distracted today, so writing isn't really an option. I'm just thinking about friendships and all the people I've had to let go in this growing up phase I'm trying to establish. I'm planning on starting beauty school in the spring, and after that getting a job at either a make up counter or a hair salon. After that it is either committing to being a high school English teacher, or finding my one true career choice. Yesterday I spent time with a used to be best friend, and we were discussing all of this, and something she said about her and her current boyfriend made me smile. She is set with what she has, her job, her apartment, and her bills. She's helping him get on his feet. Helping him work to his goals until he reaches them, and then she'll work on hers. Relationships are a partnership and a compromise and I feel like I learned so much yesterday from that. I'm going to beauty school now so I can start getting the independence I'm craving so much, but I wouldn't mind that kind of deal either. Being with someone and helping them reach their goals. I would love for us to come up together. Just different things like that have been crossing my mind. Anyways, as I've not been sleeping well or feeling well, I am going to get dressed to go out to dinner. After that, I will be going to bed. 

Well wishes to all that read this, and please don't give up on your own dreams.