Pathetic

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Your pathetic you say,
Your weak,
Your ugly.
The words float around my head never disappearing,
That's all I'm hearing.
Words after words,
Equals
Tears after tears.
It's a never ending cycle.
The pain hits like a ton of bricks.
The words flow out of your mouth like water in a river,
Fast and furious.
Never caring who it hurts and if it takes them under.

DO YOU?
Do you have a flat stomach? you say
No I answer
Do you have long hair?
No but I-
Are you tall?
No I'm-
Wow how pathetic can you get your not skinny or tall or have long hair.
You know your not perfect you say
Yes but I-
You know your fat
No I'm-
You know no one cares or wants you
I stay quiet
You know your a waste, your a mistake.
That's when I realise I am. I'm not meant to be here any more.

NOT THIS DRAMA
I thought I made you proud,
Happy even.
But it all came crushing down when you say you expected more.
You make fun of me,
When I don't understand something,
When I fail in a sport.
You don't care,
You never have.
You say I'm overreacting but I'm not.
I'm hurt by the way you treat me,
You disrespect me an anything I do.
I deserve more in my ever after,
Not this drama.

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