The fear,
It haunts me in my sleep,
It racks my body and makes me feel numb.
The anger,
It controls and holds the power to regret,
It blinds your sight and only lets you see at night.
The happiness,
It's an emotion I yet I have to feel,
I'm lost,
Broken,
I'm a run down car with no hope of being fixed again,
I'm an ant that you squash with the soles of your shoes,
You don't care,
I'm not important to you.
I have no meaning, no hope I'm just better to be left lost at sea.
LOSING GRIP
I wanna be cherished,
I wanna be held and cared for,
I wanna feel the right emotions,
I want to be told I'm loved,
That someone in this world needs me alive.
I'm afraid I'm losing grip,
My fingers are slipping of the monkey bars,
I'm gonna fall.
And there's gonna be no one there to catch me,
I can't be strong anymore,
My body's shutting down.
I'm left now looking at the rope hoping that my life will retire.
I WANT
You say you care,
That you won't tell the secrets I share.
But that's a lie,
You used my trust,
And said it's no fuss.
How you haunt me in my dreams,
And how you hurt my body and make me scream.
The blood surrounds me,
I can only see red,
It hurts,
It really, really hurts,
I want to get out of this hell,
I want to go to a place were no one will find me,
The pain is unbearable,
These words,
Theses lies!
I want to be dead,
It chants in my head,
I hope it makes you filled you with dread,
As you realise I am dead.
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PoetryThis is just a description it is not in the book: The water travels down your checks, Sad and broken is all I see, You have no hope, no love as you fall to your knees and brake down again. You were so happy, But now I can see it was for her Never...
