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Chapter 5

Like I said for my junior year I changed school for the 5th time in my life. My parents decided to out me on Marcy’s Christian private school. I’m not really a Christian, I was raised in a catholic family, but I don’t really know in what I believe plus I like Buddhism. At the starting of the year school I decided I didn’t wanted to make friends, besides that I’m really shy. The only girl I knew in that school was Amber and it was because she used to go to my old school. But we didn’t talk that much. I’m my class there were two other students that were knew as me, but they knew people before being there, so I didn’t talk to them that much. The truth is that one of them I considered a bitch. Later then, almost finishing my first month in that hideous school I met Michelle, Perrie and Serena.

When I met them they were just like me but better at first it was kind of awkward talking to them about stuff I like, do or my problems. But then it got easier because I got to know them more and now I loved them with all my heart and truly believe they are the friends I’ve been looking all my life. If you ask me to tell you one word to describe us I would say weird or fangirls. Yeah were those girls that fangirl about everything, we love reading fan fictions, and looking for the latest news about our fave artists.

The truth is that I didn’t got along that well with all of my classroom students. Some of them hated me for no reason and others liked to annoy me. That’s the case of Joe, his a player guy that hits on every girl he can at the same time, plus thinks his the last soda of the world. He likes to annoy me because I supposedly I’m a smarty pants plus they all say I come from the school of the richest people. The truth is that in my old school, yeah there are some kids that have money but the other ones not, they are there because they play sports and have scholarships and the others their parent kill themselves working.

Going back to Joe his been mocking me because I know everything and I don’t know he doesn’t have anyone to pick on. In October 20th I was really bored because I didn’t had homework, and so I decided to socialize.  I opened my chat and send “Hi”, Joe responded with “ OMG, I can’t believe your talking to me” . I was in my room alone and I had to laugh. We started talking and he posted on his status that he and I became friends and that I was talking to him and blah blah. A mocked him a little bit because of that. A little friendship started growing, well at least that’s what I thought but apparently for him he was hitting on me. Three or four weeks after we started talking he started saying to me “ I love you”, so for some reason I was so naive and thought that he was one of those guys that are kind of caring and say that to their friends. But I wasn’t seeing the signals that he was giving me, at school he would hug me and kiss me and sometimes kiss my neck; that give me shivers because nobody has ever done that to me but still I didn’t care. Before our last exam I decided to cut my hair because I wanted to try something new and have a little changes because you know its December a new year is coming and sometime changes are good. He didn’t want me to cut my hear just like some of my friends who knew.

The day of our last exam I was really excited for my classmates to see me because basically my hair was gone. When he saw me he said he was mad at me for doing it, but that is still look pretty. That day in our break time he was saying to my bff Michelle that we were going to have seventeen children, because I was going to love having sex with him. I just ignore him like most of the time and I said that wasn’t true, because I’m not planning on having that much babies. He got mad and started to ignore me, so Michelle and I decided to socialize with Connor his bestfriend. I had exchange words with him before but never really had a real conversation with him. The truth is that I was doing that to annoy Joe. We went to the classroom we were supposed to be and when Joe was coming I said to Connor that I’ve always had a crush on him. But it was lie. So Joe was really annoyed by that time because I was talking with his best friend instead of him, somehow I found this all funny and all I did was laugh.

Michelle and I set on the floor so we could use our iPods and phone until it was time to leave. I pull out of my bag the latest issue of Teen Vogue magazine, btw I love that magazine. When I decided to start reading Connor came and sit with us and started talking to us, so I put the magazine away. After changing positions Connor was seating with his back to the wall, my head laying in his lap and Michelle lying in my stomach. After a few minutes Michelle left, since I laid my head in his lap I stopped checking my phone. While been there alone with other classmates’ playing cards in other parts of the classroom, we had our real conversation and talked about stuff. He told me about him playing baseball and how did he started, about his niece and nephew, some of the music he hears and he ask me questions about me. why I changed school, while I only played softball for a year, and why I cut my hair. There was this moment that I wish someone would’ve taken a picture. He took a part of my hair and tries to put it all in my face but he couldn’t because now my hair is shorter, he said too that he liked my hair the way it was before. Really thought it was sweet what he tried to do. I forgot to say that before Michelle left we got him to exchange numbers. After that I decided to check my phone and I found like 6 messages of my dad saying he was at school looking for and where was I. I really freaked out and say to Connor my dad was going to kill me in a joking way but I did knew my dad was mad.

Because I didn’t want to walk alone to the entrance I told him to come with me. He complain but then got up and came. When we were on our way Brittney, she’s one of the ugly whores in school, call me to say that tomorrow for our last day party I should bring some PJs. When I was walking over to her she put her hands forming a heart and all I thought was “WTF girl” but pretended I didn’t saw it. At the same time I notice Connor’s ex Sam was standing close I thought it was totally inappropriate of her for doing that even thought that for now I don’t know him at all.  Sam and Connor they had an on and off relationship for like a year. When I got to the school they weren’t dating but then they dated and broke up again and this time it looked it was for good. So after that really weird situation we kept walking and because I was freaking out, he was being so nice and said that everything will be all right, that I should breath, and that probably my dad it’s not mad. But I still freaked out. When we were getting close to the gate I saw my dad standing there and I told him that thanks for coming with me and that I hope he txt me and kiss him on the cheek goodbye.

When I got to the car my dad started mocking me, asking me questions if he was my boyfriend or who he was. In that moment my mom called to see if my dad picked us and my dad told him and they both started mocking me with it for the rest of the day. Literally they didn’t stop they asked a lot of questions. At the same time I was texting with him and I told him what happened and he said he was sorry for creating a problem but I said it was okay because my parents like to do that even though they know I found that annoying. That afternoon to he texted me that “ know he likes talking to me”, at night before going to sleep he texted me “ good night, muaw(kiss)” I answer him the same because I’m polite.

The next day I got my first piercing on the cartilage, plus I took two photos with Connor. One with only me and him and the other the two of us with Michelle. We didn’t text much that day.

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