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Chapter 8

So it’s been two days since I blogged. All I’ve been trying to do is convince my mom to let me stay with one of my friends for the year or with our family friend Ivette but my mom said that the decision has been made and that I’m moving with them to San Diego, California. I know I said last time it was LA but apparently they changed it and now it going to San Diego. I’ve been to California once and I love it and I know I’m pretty sure going to because my cousin Dan lives there and his planning already to show me some cool places to hang out. Plus he wants me to meet some of his Pro skating friends that I’ve been dying to know. Plus Perrie its going to stay in Cali for the whole summer cause she won and internship in Seventeen magazine ( that’s her fave mag). And her aunt lives close to where I’m going to start leaving. I guess that in a way I can call myself lucky. I’m pretty sure I won’t be able to blog for a couple of days because of the moving but I’ll try my best to stay connect.

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So I’m in San Diego now, the house is a mess with all of the moving, there are boxes everywhere. I thought about it before leaving and I guess is in plans of God that I live here, I’m just hoping it’s all for the best. My room its empty my walls are all white and I don’t like that I’m thinking about painting it and doing some decoration of my own. Surprisingly my room it’s a little bit bigger than my old one and I like that. We got to San Diego at 10 am and I’ve spend the whole afternoon trying to unpack everything I could but there are a few stuff that haven’t bring the moving company and Dan just call me to tell me were going to one of his friend’s house. So I’m kind of nervous because I don’t know them and I don’t know what are we gonna do there, all I’m hoping is that there not going to smoke or something like that.

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I just got back from hanging out with Dan its 3 in the morning and I feel tired as hell but I just wanted to share that I have a date tomorrow. so my cousin Dan came to pick me up and a friends of him was there his name is Zak and his really cute and it felt weird because  I couldn’t see his face but I said whatever. We got to this other guy house call Bryan and it’s a fucking house party. Like there are lots of car in the driveway and people outside drinking and stuff it’s just mind blowing, I’ve never been to a house party before. Dan presented me a lot of other people that I don’t remember their names, the house was full and as far as I saw I was the only underage there.

I don’t like beer because it makes me nauseous, so in other words I didn’t drink. Bryan who’s the house owner show me around and at the end we ended up in the balcony, it has the most beautiful view you can imagine. You can see all the houses and the city lights and even the beach. So I decided to stay there and enjoy the view a little bit, while I’m standing there I became completely oblivious to what was going around me and out of nowhere I hears someone voices asking me if I’m alright and because it surprise me I jump. And when I see its one of Dan’s friends who I totally forgot his name.

“sorry if I scared you” “no worries it that you took me by surprise” “ haha okay, so yours Dan little cousin right” “ I guess so “ “ you guess so that’s not a real answer” “ I know but there are younger ones in the family, so I don’t really know how he presents me” “ well I guess now you know” “ yeah I guess”

By now his standing right beside me admiring the view just like me. Btw his name is Chace.

“are you going to drink that?” he asks me looking at my cup. “ no” and I gave it to him. “ thanks, so how old are you?” “ I’m sixteen in two months I’ll be seventeen and you?” “ nice, I’m eighteen”  nice, so are you a pro skateboarder to ?” “ yeah, I’m the one that help you cousin get a contract” “ oh really, I didn’t knew that, I guess I’m going to have a serious talk with him” and we both laugh. For what I’m seeing his really nice, he has curly hair kind like an afro, really nice tanned skin, his tall, has those brown eyes that are more like caramel but sometimes their darker and what gets my eyes the most a pretty smile,  and that means the he’s a good looking guy.

We kept talking for a while; it wasn’t any of the ordinary, just a normal conversation of two people getting to know each other. We stayed in the balcony for what it seem for an hour and then we went back to the house to dance a little bit, his not the best dancer but he has some moves of his own… after that I told my cousin that I needed to go home because later was going to be a rough day. My cousin said bye to this really cute girl he was talking to and said hill come back, I kind of feel bad for interrupting I think he was trying to hook up. To make thing a little bit more weird Chace decided to ride with us, he said he has some Photoshoot later or something like that, I don’t know why that felt like a lie but it’s not my decision it Dan’s.

When we got to my house I said good bye to both of them and said Dan I was sorry for making him drive me home when he was talking to that cute girl and he said it was nothing. After that I said t Dan that I’ll talk to him later, he waited until I’d open the door and got inside to go. Since in got to the car I put my phone in my purse and haven’t checked it since. When I pull everything out from my purse, I look for my phone and see that I have two messages, one from Perrie and one from a weird number. When id open the weird number one it said “ Hi, I know this is really weird but I was wondering if you would like to go out later to a carnival close here… Chace”.

When I saw that I just couldn’t believe it, I don’t even know how he got my number and I didn’t saw him ask Dan for it. I told him “ hey, yeah this is definitely weird, I will love going out with you later but I need to see first what are my mums plan because as you know I just move her so there are a lot of things to do around here but I’ll let you know, good night” without it being a minute he already answered saying ‘ I understand, let me know as soon as possible and you can bring a friend if you want, good night gorgeous” I don’t know why it felt nice he called me gorgeous but at the same time I didn’t like it because I barely know him but I’m too tired to text my cusso and probably his driven so ill text him when I wake up.

I'LL DO AN UPDATE TOMORROW.