The Red Bullet Queen

//Ghosts Of The Past VII//

//GHOSTS OF THE PAST VII//
-Kim ChaeJin Point of View-

Shoot. It was dark. I didn't expect it to be as dark. It was cold too. Freezing in fact. No, I didn't see that coming either.

I shook and rubbed my palms on biceps. Gosh, what did I get myself into?

He smiled in front of me and his shinning smile was the only light I managed to get in this darkness.

"Are you coming?"

"I d-don't kno-know."

//FLASHBACK//

"Who wants to watch a movie?"

My brother asked me and grinned loking at the CD in his hands. I frowned and scanned the cover.

"What movie?"

I was suspicious. Whenever he is nice enough to offer to watch a movie, it will most likely be a really crappy or the one I don't like.

He shrugged and pushed the CD into the player. My brother grabbed the remote and jumped on the sofa getting comfortable there.

He pressed few buttons and the screen turned into a flashy light show, which was a big change from the plain black cover it was before turning it on.

"I don't know, I think mom stars in this one."

I glanced at my older brother, who was still pressing buttons unaware of my are-you-serious stare, and rolled my eyes at him.

"Really? Mom only stars in romantic movies...gosh."

He looked over at me with a smirk and I shook from that stare. It was almost...evil.

"I know." I wanted to inetruppt him, but he didn't let me. "That's why I chose it."

I sighed and sat on the ground next to the sofa. Our little sister was rolling around on the carpet bored. She was as much interested in watching this movie as me.

And just to be clear, I hated romantic movies, which, as it looked, my mom not only loved, but liked to be filmed in.

But what did I expect really? We never got along. No, not like that. I got attention. A lot. You could even have called me spoiled. It just wasn't from the people I desired to notice me.

And that's the prize you pay for living a rich life. You leave yiur family behind. All you see is money and fame. All you wish for is wealth.

But my mom, famous actress never expected anything good from me, she never thought I could be Somebody, yes from the capital letter, for her I was plain child. Hers, but not favorite.
I was only the kido, who almost ruined her perfect figure due to the fact that she had to give birth to me.

So why did I wanted her affaction anyways? I don't know, maybe I just really wish I could talk with anyone freely and don't lie about my family.

Don't act out that we are perfect as my parents had created that image. I wish I could have told the truth.

And the truth was that the only people I was actually close to and who cared about me, could have been couned on my right hand fingers.

My older brother. My younger sister. My family's main servent and my favorite maid. I wished people I meet knew.