I guess I should have known that it would happen.
Because it ends always the same way
They all leave when they see that I am misshapen.
And now my sould has gone back to grey.
I know that I am the only one.
Who can make myself heal.
But it's not as simple as it seems.
Becaude the old habits are not easily quited.
I feel safer resorting to what I've always done,
Than make a change that eventhough is good for me,
Will make me have to face my demons.
Because if I see them, I know they'll win.
