Guilt

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It's that feeling you sense in your stomach,
When you think about her again after so long
And everthing comes back.
You remember what you've done.
How you destroyed a life.
Everyday you used to hate her,
She was everything you wished you'd never become,
Her name alone could make you want to vomit,
When she opened her mouth, You wanted to silence her
With both your hands around her neck
She was never pretty enough,
Always wanting to fit in,
Trying to laugh with everyone
While she knew she shouldn't be here.
If only she could have disapeared forever
You would have felt better
She was the reflection in your mirrior,
She was you.
But now she's gone.

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