Getting "Crushed"

13. Special chapter: Jongdae

Twenty three years ago, deep inside the forest; one of the most known packs alphas mate was giving birth to a litter of pups. The alpha was looking forward to seeing the alpha pup that would one day take his place as leader. However, when the medic came out from the cabin he approached the alpha solemnly. Two of the three pups born where still born, both alphas. The only pup alive was a tiny tiny beta named, Jongdae.

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As years passed and Jongdae grew it had been discovered that his mother had become infertile. The omega couldn't have any more pups other than Jongdae. Even so, the alpha loved his mate and didn't want to try to impregnate another omega for an alpha pup. The alpha was admittedly upset that his only pup was a beta and not an alpha or even an omega; omegas could at least be given to a neighbouring pack as an alliance tool. Jongdae grew up not really knowing either of his parents. As his mothers only pup she did look after him but she often left him alone as she went off God knows where.

"Jongdae." Jongdaes mother said as they where walking towards their cabin, one of the only times she was ever with the five year old beta.

"Yes mother?" Jongdae replied quietly. If anyone herd him talk they would tell him off or hit him. Jongdae could only talk to his mother.

"See that alpha over there?" The omega knelt down next to her son and pointed to an alpha who was talking to the second in command.

"Head alpha?" Jongdae asked.

"Yes, head alpha is your father Jongdae. But you are a beta not an alpha. You must never speak to him unless he speaks to you first." His mother warned.

Jongdae nodded, still staring at the alpha. He was ultimately confused that she had pointed to the head alpha; expecially considering the five year old had often seen his mother with other alphas and betas. Doing what he thought to be what only mates did. Jongdae was naive back then and didn't understand the gravity of the sin his mother was committing.

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Jongdae was fifteen when his mother passed. It was during the debates about the packs future alpha that the omega had finally been questioned about her adultery by the alpha.

"You don't love me!" A loud shout was heard though camp coming from Jongdaes and his mothers cabin along with a loud crash. Jongdae had been sent out of the cabin when his father arrived to talk to his mother. Not making eye contact, Jongdae had shifted and lied in the shade behind the house in hopes another wolf wouldn't see him and beat him. Another crash made Jongdae cringe; he could tell from the crash that it had been one of the glass ornaments that the alpha had given his mother from time to time. Jongdae hopped it wasn't his favorite one that had blue swirls. Jongdae loved that round ornament more that his own life. "No! You don't!" A shout could be heard again, Jongdaes mothers voice. Jongdae jumped up, shifted and stood in the back door way of the cabin after hearing his mothers distressed cry.

Jongdaes mother caught a glimpse of him in the corner of her tear filled eyes, she pointed at him and looked the head alpha straight in the eyes. Even his eyes where watering. "You don't love me because of him!" She accused. Jongdaes eyes widened in shock. "I've become infertile after giving birth to to two dead alphas and a beta! You didn't even try to comfort me! You went off in your own little tangent because your only alpha children had died!" The omega continued.

"I came back." The head alpha said. "But ever since you've rejected me."

"Just leave." The omega finally said, her tears even streaming down her neck she was crying so much. She felt unworthy of the alphas love after not being able to supply him with an alpha pup. She hurt herself every time she had sex with another wolf, yet it made it all bearable to her. The head alpha hung his head and left the cabin. It broke Jongdaes already shattered heart to see his parents fight like that. His father being rejected by his mate like that. Jongdae hopped that would never happen to him.