The Girl with Scarlet Wrists [Rewriting]

The Girl with Scarlet Wrists Chapter 17

Chapter 17

Layla's Pov:

4 months left until departure.

I went to Rocky's the other day. When I told him I was leaving he practically threw me in the ring.

I've been trying to spend as much time with Kara and Sammy as possible. I can tell it's hard for them but what choice do I have.

Make a few people happy v.s. making thousands.

Being in AP math I'm positive that thousands is a bigger satisfactory ratio.

I can't believe I'm going back there, a nightmare of my past opening up such a fresh wound that hasn't had a chance to completely heal. If it ever was going to.

My cutting hasn't been bad, not any more. My memory loss is getting scarier by the day though.

"My name is Larissa, I am 16. I was adopted by Marissa and Rick, Julia is my little sister she is 6 I think..... years old. I cut. I am a cutter. I am healing. I will heal. Kara and Sammy are my two best friends. I then move onto the more complicated stuff.

My ex is Chase. He betrayed me. I'm in Tide Ridge, but it is healing me. I am coping. My biological parents were murdered in Russia, Geovani & Ratilia. I was four...or three.. I'm not sure. It's okay to be unsure. My father was the owner of Uhbevc corp. I am from Russia. I am 100% Russian. Chase cheated.. now were apart... again. I'm going to Russia. I was adopted....3 times yeah I think that's right. I can't remember anything else.

I kicked a rock frustrated. This just contradicts it's self does it not. the flashbacks of traumatic memory, and the memory loss. Damn my noggin is fudged up.

I could have an eidetic memory you know. To be able to remember anything I've ever seen or read. My father had it before he.... you know. Set the bucket on fire...

I sighed. Why couldn't I have a normal life?

I walked through the autumn brush, leaves crackling at my ankles.

They say God puts everyone on this Earth for a reason and takes them off when their task is completed, I guess this might mean that after I have kids or heirs to the corporation then I die.

But then again it's hard to believe in a God who has made you go through so much.

Get trampled on, and constantly tripping over obstacle, after obstacle, never giving me the chance to stand up and dust my self off.

Sammy is a very religious .... person. She says that he does that to make me stronger... I only feel like it's making me weaker.

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This may look new because I'm pushing some of the chapters down and making filler chapters. Sorry for the inconvenience.