SHE'S MINE → JASON MCCANN

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chapter forty-nine |
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"Where the fuck is she? Don't lie to me Lo!" Jason's voice echoed through the speakers of my phone. I was walking down isle 3A, searching for the NyQuil. I was actually trying to check the time on my phone but soon realized it was turned off. Once a turned it on, I was greeted with many missed calls from Jason.

Why would she turn my phone off? When I saw the number of missed calls from Jason I understood why.

"Jason, chill I thought you knew that she was with me?" I paused, waiting for his response.

Didn't he not just speak to her on the phone a while ago? "What are you talking about? Where is she?" He asked.

I thought he knew.

"We're at the CVS on K street, that doesn't ring a bell?" I asked, I was starting to become suspicious. "Why are you guys over there?" He asked.

"Jason, she needed to get some things from the pharmacy. She said that you knew where she was going." I rushed, I heard him sigh through the phone. "Let me talk to her." He demanded.

Shit, now I have to tell him I left her in the car alone.

"She's in the car." I mumbled, hoping he didn't hear me. "Wait, did you say K street?" He asked, "Yeah, why?" I asked. "Fuck! Noooo, Lotus where is she?" He yelled, I started to feel nervous. Something was going on and I had a weird feeling that Y/n lied to me.

"She's in the car, she fine. Calm down and stop yelling." I said, I scanned my eyes over the different flu medicines, searching for the word NyQuil. "That's not the problem Lo, she's going to confront Leighton." He said, my eyes furrowed in confusion.

Why would she go confront Leighton? That's doesn't seem like something she would do. "Jason, that's ridiculous." I sighed.

"No it's not, the flash drive that Leighton gave me was us fucking, Y/n saw it and now she thinks that we hooked up. The video was from years ago & Leighton left a note in my jeans pocket saying how she loves me back and to meet her on k street by the bar. Lotus open your fucking eyes, she played you, she needed a ride down there & she's going to confront Leighton." I tried to process everything that he just said, I dropped all the products from my hand, running out of the store.

I ran across the street, causing cars to suddenly stop and swerve off the road, I heard them honking at me and yelling profanities from their car windows. I ran up to the truck and realized that Y/n wasn't sitting in the passenger seat.

Jason was right, I opened my passenger door, searching for the gun I always kept in the compartment by the seat, it wasn't there, I started panicking.

What could she possibly want with a gun, especially to meet Leighton. She doesn't even know how to use it, I just prayed she didn't do anything she would regret.

"Fuck!" I yelled out in frustration, I slammed the door shut, opening the trunk. I was lucky that I always packed more than one gun in the truck. I pulled out a key from my leather jacket. I used it to open the small hidden door in the inside of the trunk.

I was happy to see the matte black handgun laying perfectly intact. I grabbed it placing it inside my leather jacket. I slammed the trunk door shut, I looked up at the street sign that read k street. The only bar that was on that street was lickur.

I hope that Y/n knows how to use a gun because Leighton definitely does.

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I walked up to the only bar that was on k street. The neon sign read lickur. There was only three cars in front of the establishment. It was dark and there was no one visible in sight. I knew I couldn't necessarily go in, if she was in there I didn't want to cause a scene. I went around back, looking down at the alley. There was a street light that shined directly into the alley.

I knew I saw a figure but I didn't know it was hers. I turned around wondering if Jason would ever show up.

Would he?

He acted like he never saw the note before. Maybe it was his first time seeing it just like me.

But why would it be in his jeans pocket? That just doesn't make sense.

"I was not expecting to see you here, wow, this is even better." She smiled. I rolled my eyes, I slowly turned around. She was wearing black heels, but she could never become my height. Her hair was up in a ponytail, her lips were dark red.  She really dressed up to meet someone who does not belong to her. "Does Jason know you're out here?" She asked.

I watched her before speaking, "Doesn't matter." I shrugged, her eyebrows raised from my sudden response. "You should leave." She hissed. She seemed a little bit upset, maybe because she got stood up.

I know it's way past 8 and if Jason is supposedly meeting her here, where is he?

"I'm waiting for Jason." I said innocently, leaning on the brick wall. If Jason showed up my heart would break even more than it already had. I saw her watch me with annoyance, I didn't understand why she disliked me so much. It's not like I stole her man,

"He's never going to show up. He's never going to want to be with you. So just stop with the notes, the fucking videos that are most likely old." I spoke up after a while, her face perked up. She started walking up closer to me. "What makes you think that those videos are old, me and Jason made a lot of videos." She said with a small smirk lingering on her face. In that moment I wanted to hit her. "So you just sit at home watching them, while me and him make new ones?" I asked, I had a small smile lingering on my face even though my heart was frowning.

"You stupid bitch, " She spat, I saw her grab something from behind her back. I saw the silver metal sparkle under the street light. She pulled out a handgun, pointing it directly to my face. "I could just kill you that would solve everything, wouldn't it?" She said, I heard the gun cock and my heart started pounding out of my chest. "How? That wouldn't change anything. He would never want to be with you. Look at you? You think he would want to be with someone who reminds him of his own self?" I asked, her eyes diverted to the ground. She looked up at me slowly, still clutching the gun tightly.

"You better watch your mouth, you're not like me. I could kill you without feeling any inch of remorse." She whispered, her green eyes were piercing into my [insert eye color] ones. Her threat didn't faze me at all, I just felt sorry for her. She was probably one of those people who didn't believe in love so she tried to ruin other peoples happiness.

"He'll eventually get over your death, & he'll come back to me." Once those words came out of her mouth I couldn't help but believe her.

I am the only person that keeps him sane. If I die he would turn into the person he used to be, he would not have a reason to live. He told me I was his only reason to be alive.

A/N: Comment how horrible this chapter was, uhhh I feel like it sucked ass. Thanks for reading.