Silver (ON HOLD)

APOLOGY

November 22, 2015

I am truly, deeply sorry. Please, don't give up on me.

The past week wasn't how I had expected it to turn out. I had to go places and deal with stuff. I did tons of school tasks and since it's almost Christmas, we had to put up a tree, which took us days because of time. I couldn't do it alone because of my back. The decorations were in big containers inside a very tiny and low room. Each container had a heavy weight so I needed help. And since the decorations were already really old, it was time to get rid of some of it, which took more time.

I have started chapter 3 already but I'm not halfway yet, so please bear with me. I will publish it as soon as I get it done, I promise. Just give me more time. I was planning the flow of chapter 3 last Saturday but unfortunately, something big and bad happened. Something I thought would lead me to another anxiety attack, which by the way, drives me so crazy! I get so scared every time it attacks me. My chest tightens, I find it hard to breath and before I know it, I can't move or even feel my hands. If I try to move my fingers, it hurt so bad. I didn't even know anxiety existed in me.

(If you're one to suffer anxiety attacks, don't be scared to ask someone for help, especially your best friend, boyfriend, girlfriend, siblings, even your parents. Though in my case, my mom doesn't believe I have anxiety.. Anyway. Don't cage yourself, unlock your locks and release. Take deep breaths and believe that everything will be fine in the end. Bad times happen and they pass. Time will never stop until your last breath. Let's all stand together, strong and unbreakable. Paper bags may help too. "You are not alone.")

Please. Accept my apology. Please don't delete my story. Please stay by me. I'm really sorry about this.

Another thing, my desktop still won't open, which means I can't access the very first chapters, so I'm kind of injecting really big changes to Silver. But please, trust and believe me that I am really working so hard for this story. Because I believe that this story is my best yet.

Please. Pretty please.

Sincerely, chisecrets.