Concealed Secret...

Why complicate it ?

Aashna was missed right from the moment she left but dabria made it a point that she met me more often to reduce the lonely feeling ! It was good that dabria used to come alone and not get rohit along always. It was not that I dint get along well with rohit but I couldn't have a conversation as freely with him as I could with dabria .

We spoke for hours on the phone about random stupid stuff. We also had many conference calls with aashna. Whenever me and dabria used to meet at least once in a week we ended up calling aashna through Skype.

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Dabria had planned for a carrier in product and package designing . She was able to join the best institute in the town through her amazing grades. My goals were limited to Bcom for the time being but I had started working somewhere nearby for part time just to pass the lonely time.

I felt sudden mood swings. Not that I was in depression or anything but there were moments that I just couldn't control the anxiety that was caused.

My phone was ringing continuously I dint realise it for a moment but then when I suddenly saw the light flashing I picked it up in no time "Hie dabria "

"Hie renn , what's up ! Where were you ! It took you so long to pick up this call !! "

" I was thinking about something and then I dint realise the phone ringing , sorry "

"Are you ok " dabria's tone made it obvious that she was concerned but I dint have an answer to it myself. It was complicated ! I was fine but idk what was it that caused unconditional mood swings.

"yaa I'm fine , silly mood swings , you tell me where are you ? " was all I could say to sum up my present situation

" I'm just walking towards the institute , got a lecture for about 2 hours and then I was planning if we could meet , I mean for dinner if you were free"

I thought for a moment, maybe it was a good idea to distract myself from the stupid mood swings!

"yaa fine we'll go ! Where do you wanna have dinner ? "

" Cool ! We'll meet at around 7.30 near the main road signal and then we'll decide where to go and all ok ? "

"yaa ok , cya in the evening then ! Bye "

She said bye as well and cut the call.

After dabria's call I practically did nothing but watch some random movie coming on the tv . I had nothing good to do apart from that !

It was 7 in my wall clock and I put on a red polo shirt and jeans and after informing mom about my dinner plan I started walking towards the spot we had decided to meet. I knew dabria wouldn't be late but in fact we both reached before time.

After the normal Hie hello custom we finally decided to go to the main food market which was around half an hour away from where we had met. I don't know when everything went fast-forward and we were already sitting in the cab and were on our way to the market.

We went to one of our common favourite restaurant there and ordered the very famous pizza sandwich and franky . Dabria was continuously talking about how her days are going on and what all she does and then the fact that she misses the old me , how jolly I was when aashna was around, I couldn't help by chuckle !

"renn , wanna walk till home ?" Dabria asked as we let the market area and were heading towards the main road.
I simply held her hand and started walking indicating that I had simply accepted what she asked me. She looked at me and smiled.

"renn you know I feel happy when I'm around you " dabria said looking genuine.

"I know but I haven't done any efforts to earn that " I said with a grin which earned a laugh from dabria.

We walked for about 15 mins in complete silence. I knew I had feeling for dabria. But I couldn't fight the thought that she had rohit , but I missed aashna more then I thought about dabria . I couldn't decide whom I actually felt for. It was this constant fight in my head that made me silent for those 15 mins and dabria dint speak to allow me to wander around in my thoughts .

I thought of lighting the mood by uttering done sensible words. The safest topic here was how was dabria's normal lifestyle in her institute and other things. She began telling me what she usually did and how leke thumbs mass her happy. As dangerous continued the conversation I looked at her, she was beautiful even with no makeup and a simple messed up point tail.

For about the next 5 mins dabria continued her talk about daily chores that's when we finally reached the market . The rest of the evening went rather relaxed taking about random things and people that we had once come across. I wish someday I finally decide to tell dabria what I feel, only when I myself know what I feel !