When irish eyes are smiling || n.h.

Dear Zayn

Umm.. bevor ihr den Brief lest, bitte musik an der seite anmachen!! :* -.-
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Dear Zayn Malik,
I know you may never see this, but I can try.
I have no idea what is like to be you.
To be in your shoes, to travel the world and meet millions and millions of people.
Millions of fans who simply adore you.
I admire you..
Not just in that way how fans adore their idol,
but in a way where I truly respect you and who you are.
You just seems so grounded and its really great to see how you and the boys
virtually taking over the world.
You are special.
You are the one who always has those deep quotes.
You are the one who always make girls to want to get to know you more.
You have that kind of charme.
I just want your promise, that you will never let the haters bring you down.
Its just some jealous people behind a computer.
You are stronger than that, and I know that you have millions and millions of people,
waiting for your smile every single day.
So never stop smiling, because in the day that you stop do that,
the haters will win and jealous people never win.
I love you. I love the way you smile, talk, laugh.
I love the fact that you aren't afraid to show your emotions,
even when you are sad.
I love your Voice. I love how sweet and kind and caring you are.
I love you're cute accent.
I wish that I could meet you again.
But then I wouldn't know what to say, so I would probably stand there looking weird.
Thank you for everything.

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I Love you!
I love you because you have given me new courage as I was shortly before to give up.
You have saved my life.
I have always loved you and will always love you.
When you were gone, I only have cried.
For years, I have waited that you come back. But you have never come back.
And it is ready now that I send you this letter, a last letter.

Zayn,
I have an illness. I have leukemia.
I am dying.
I don't know if I am still alive when you read this letter, but I simply wanted that you know that I love you- have always loved.
We were happy. For several years.
And we had this one last night together the night before you were gone.
So…I really don't know how to write you this…
In that last night, there is something happened..