Is it Safe to go Back?

Journal Entry//Chapter 7

Perfect weapon by Black Veil Brides came on and I sang along with it, I was currently in the shower and yes I am a girl who sings in the shower. I turned the shower off and wrapped myself up in the towel. My mother had come to pick me up from Dominic's a little bit ago and now here I was dancing around in my bathroom while drying my hair. My hair was like a mop and it took forever to dry. When I got my hair to be a little less wet I walked into my room to get changed and of course there was someone waiting for me.

"Hey, I need to get changed and unlike you were, I'm completely naked underneath this towel!" I joked around with him, I wonder what he was even doing here.

"I don't mind, go ahead!" he smirks, wait what about just friends?

"Not even in your wildest dreams, Dominic. Get out."

"Fine. I'll be downstairs in the kitchen. Your mom invited me to stay for dinner so I'll be waiting."

"Don't tell my mom about the brownies she'll think we blew up your mom's kitchen!"

"Too late" he got annoying sometimes. I quickly changed into a pair of jeans my converse and a white and black T-shirt. I sneaked downstairs so Dominic wouldn't hear me, while I was sneaking downstairs I noticed he was on the couch listening to music with his earbuds in and his eyes closed. Mom probably kicked him out of the kitchen saying dinner was supposed to be a surprise or something. I continued to take my time sneaking down the stairs. When I got downstairs I ran and jumped on top of him, pulling an earbud out.

"Jeez, Anna you almost gave me a heart attack."

"What are you listening to?" I ask putting the earbud in my ear, Evanescence "Call Me When Your Sober" rang through my ears. "Oh my god! I love this song!"

"You know who Evanescence is?" he questioned me.

"Yes. They were the first rock band I listened to."

"You just got a million times more awesome." He said smiling like crazy. I looked down at him, his light brown hair was tousled around messily, and his hazel eyes looked greener right now than they ever had. His tan skin was perfect, and really stood out against the black couch. I was trying so hard to resist the urge to kiss him right now, not wanting to confuse our relationship. Especially since he had basically said earlier that he just wanted to remain friends, but that urge became very hard to fight especially when my arms began to get tired from holding me up. I lied down on his chest listening to his music, he was so warm.

"You're warm" I said as I snuggled into the space between him and the couch. He had his arm around me holding me close to him. I don't know why I was afraid to kiss him because it would confuse our relationship, our relationship was already confusing enough.

"You're sopping wet" He laughed, pulling me closer to him. I looked up at him he pulled me closer to his face and once again we were inches apart and his warm breath made it feel like the whole room was on fire. Just friends right?

"Well don't mind us!" my dad said interrupting my trance. I felt the heat rise to my cheeks as I blushed. "Dinner!" he finished.

We got up and sat down at the kitchen table, of course my mother made pulled pork. I loved her pulled pork it was amazing, but it can be messy and it's the first time Dominic had been over to my house. We passed the food around and everyone served themselves. Dominic honestly surprised me with his table manners. My dad on the other hand couldn't keep his mouth shut.

"So are you two dating?" he asked looking at the two of us. Oh my god, kill me now... when he asked this I almost spit my water across the room, which caused Dominic to laugh.