Dysfunctional Family (Sequel to MTIN)

Chapter 34

Megan ||

" you ready babe ? " ryan asked

"yep" i said as we walked outside and put our bags in the limo and headed for the airport

today me and ryan were leaving to paris.

I couldnt belive i was going to paris with ryan.

"Have you been to Paris before" Ryan said relaxing on the plane

"No" I said watching out the window. I loved planes and how cool it was to be above the clouds

"Well then we will have fun" he said laying down on the couch in the plane

"Yeah definitely" I said sitting on the chair watching the sky

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Once we arrived to Paris a limo took us to the hotel we were staying at.

It was so fancy, so graceful, so beautiful.

We went to our room which Ryan just had to choose the best room in the whole hotel just for us two.

"Ryan it's so huge for just us" I said

"Don't worry" he said "what do you wanna do first?" He asked

"Let's just chill for the rest of the day and we will go out tomorrow" I said , usually girls would be to excited to sit down and want to go everywhere but I don't know why I kinda wanna go back on the plane

"Sounds good" he laid down on the bed and turned the tv on and I joined him.

Mom~ UR IN PARIS
Me~ yeah
Mom~ I wanna come see you
Me~ maybe idk this is Ryan's birthday gift to me and I think he wanted to have time as just us
Mom~ oh right ... Sorry😂
Me~ it's ok... Love you bye
Mom ~ bye sweetie

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I woke up and looked outside to a beautiful day.

"And our adventure in Paris begins" I said to myself cause Ryan was sleeping

"Yes it does" he said

"Awkward ... I thought you were sleeping" I laughed and so did he

We got up and got ready and went to breakfast.

"What first?" I asked

"What ever" he said

"Same here, I think every where is beautiful" I said

"Well we are here for a week so we don't have to go so fast but we can't go so slow either" he said

"True" I said "hey Paris is considered one of the most romantic places, lets do something romantic"

He grabbed my hand and ran

"What where are we going!?" I yelled as we ran

"A romantic place"

"Well duh but what romantic place" I said

" I don't know" he said

I stopped and held on to his hand which made him stop

"So why are we running if we don't know where we are going?"

"I don't know maybe just to get people to think we are crazy" Ryan said

"Well it's working" I said as I looked around and saw everyone starring at us.

"I love you" Ryan said and kissed me when I turned to face him

"I love you too" I said and kissed him back

By now everyone who was staring at us while we were running figured out who we were and started taking pictures while we kissed.

"Ryan, come on" I said and we started walking.

We randomly walked around for awhile.

We practically did nothing but walk down the streets admiring everything.

The rest of the week was packed full of romantic things.

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Tomorrow morning was when we decided to leave.

Which made tonight even better.

We had already seen the Eiffel Tower many times this trip but Ryan insisted to going back.

I don't not know why nor did I care cause the Eiffel Tower was beautiful.

It was night and it was glowing with light, like is usually does at night.

"The thing why I love this is because it's never boring, we've been here almost 20 time this trip and I'm still excited to see the view of it" Ryan said about the Eiffel Tower. "The reason why anybody loves anybody is because they know that person will never stop surprising them" he paused, turned facing me and kissed me.

"I love you because I've seen you a million times and I'm excited of the thought of seeing you a million times more , you never bore me Meghan, I hope it the same for you" he said with our faces only inches away.

"It's not the same with me, I'm not excited when I see you nor am I surprised, I'm terrified , confused, worried, joyful, and most of all I'm in love. Every time I'm feeling anything but happy and you show up I instantly smile, maybe I don't smile on the outside but I do on the inside, I'm happy that you've once come again  to see me. I'm terrified of loosing you, I'm confused why you even like me, I'm worried at any moment I'll mess up, and I'm joyful when I'm with you. And Ryan, I Am In Love With You." I said

He smiled.

Then his smile faded.

He looked down and back up at me.

His fingers touched the side of my face.

"Promise me something"

"Of course" I said

"That you will never feel unworthy or insecure around me" he said

I looked at the ground and back up at him.

"I can't do that" I said

"Why" he looked confused

"You just don't understand" I said

"I'm trying to" he said

"Just your so perfect, your like my dream guy, and then out of the blue, the first guy ever interested in me, my first boyfriend, is better than my dream guy, usually it doesn't work like that" I said kinda pacing around "and than, it just doesn't feel right, like I'm not supposed to be the one for you, that you should be with someone better than me"

Ryan grabbed my arms and stopped me from pacing and pulled me in again.

"Out of all the girls I've been with , which isn't as many as your brother but still quite a bit, I've never felt how I am right now" he said "I don't want to know the feeling without you, I probably would kill myself" he paused "now look, all you have to think is that no matter what you do I will be there with you, even if you wanna go kill someone I'll be there with you, I'll probably stop you but I'll still be there to stop you, promise me you will never feel unworthy of being with me, cause that just shows that I'm not doing my part right, I'm supposed to make you comfortable, make you love me back. Just know that no matter what you look smell or feel like I will always love you"

" I promise "

He smiled and pulled me into a hug.

"Now you have to promise me two things" I smiled

"Of course"

"Promise me that we will always be together and get married" I said trying to be as serious as possible

"I promise" he laughed

"And promise me that you will still love me after death"

"I promise"

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