Dysfunctional Family (Sequel to MTIN)

Chapter 28

(The picture is of Zoella)

Megan ~

Today we were leaving for England.

"Mom" I said coming downstairs

"Yeah" she said. We were the only ones awake.

Well Ryan was with us but other than that it was me mom and Ryan.

"I don't want to go to England anymore" I said

"Are you sure?" She asked

"Yeah I'm sure" I said

"Ok" she sighed "well Tyler is coming with us till school starts again then he is coming back. And same with Lilly and Mia. So your going to be home alone all summer. There's no point in getting a nanny if we only have one child home" mom said

"I'll stay here or she can stay at my house" Ryan spoke up.

"Can I trust you? Not to do anything stupid with Megan?" Mom squinted her eyes at him

"I promise" he said all serious

"I'm just joking Ryan" she laughed "I know you wouldn't hurt my baby girl" mom said and went into the kitchen

Since it was early morning me and Ryan went back to sleep.

Ryan quickly fell asleep.

I couldn't go back to sleep.

Things rang threw my head about what just happened between me and Ryan and the whole I thought he was cheating on me thing.

What annoyed me the most was that it was so easy for me to make the decision to cut myself again.

Is it really that easy for me to almost kill myself?

I sighed to myself.

"Baby go to sleep" Ryan said not opening his eyes.

I cuddled up against Ryan.

I don't deserve Ryan. Ryan is amazing and sweet. And well someone like me shouldn't have such and amazing person.

I need to stop talking to myself.

I eventually fell asleep.

***

I woke up and it was 10.

Everyone left by now. I checked my phone and saw I had a couple texts

Tyler - bye sis. See ya soon. I didn't want to wake you and Ryan up 😏

Me- bye Ty. Your such an idiot😂

Then another text

Justin : bye Megan. Don't do anything stupid with Ryan while we are gone 😏😂

Me: I can see where Tyler gets it, and bye

Then Lilly and Mia

Lilly : bye loser
Mia: bitch
Me: love ha guys too

Then mom

Mom: bye sweaty. Be safe , nicki an Jason are next door and you have Ryan

Me: bye mom. And I know

Then Ryan woke up.

"Ryan" I said

"Yeah" he said

"I have to go to my dads for the rest of the month" I said

"Shit it is that time of the month" he said

"Wanna come? You can meet my dad" I said

"Is he ok with it?" He asked

"I'm sure he will be and if he isn't fuck him I mean it's my house too" I said