Dysfunctional Family (Sequel to MTIN)

Chapter 13

Megan's P.O.V

School today was more awful then ever. Today was an award ceremony at school. I was called up to the stage for the smartest student in the school award.

I grabbed the award out of the principals hand and said thank you, as I walked off stage everyone stood up out of their seats and started yelling "nerd" and laughing. The only people that didn't were the girls on my softball team, they clapped for me instead of calling me a nerd.

I don't understand. None of the teachers stopped them or anything. They just let everyone call me a nerd. Even the principal just stood there and smiled.

I sit in bed wishing Morgan was here, but it was Monday and they left Saturday.

I just want a friend, that would be there for me. Morgan's my friend.. I think but not a best friend. Best friends are always together, always talking. I only talk to Morgan when I see her.

I sat there, thinking. I don't wanna be here. I just want everything to end. Everything to go away. Everything to stop. But it's not. Nobody's notices me, their to busy. Moms always at the gym and Justin's at the studio, dads acting, and Abby's Always at the police station. And the saddest part is, Ginger died today. The only living thing to stay by my side.

I cried. Im gonna miss ginger, we buried her under the tree in the back yard.

If I was gone, nobody would care. There wouldn't be a difference, everybody would just move on.

I got up and walked over to the balcony over the back yard. It was a far drop . I don't know how high up but it was a far drop, you could die if you fell and landed wrong... Thats the point.

I sat up on the ledge.

Am I really going to do this? I have to. Why? I can't deal with this stuff anymore. I never have I thought of going suicide. No I understand how all those people that I heard on the news that went suicide felt. It's a sick feeling like you don't belong, like you did something wrong but you actually didn't do anything. And your just figuring out what you did wrong but it was nothing.

All the time spent to figuring out and it was just that you didn't fit in, people made you look bad, but really I'm just like them. Do I wanna be just like them? People say you wanna stand out and be original, I guess it depends on who you are and if you can be original and not be bullied or if you have to pretend to stand out but really your trying so hard to fit in.

I've wasted to much time just finding out that i didn't fit in cause my bullies made me look bad. I've wasted to much time, the rest is worthless,

I will never fit in.

I will never be 'normal'

I will never have friends

I will never have someone to care for me

And I will never have a life ...

I put both legs over the ledge. Just a little push and the suffering is over. I put my hand by my side so I could push.

"Megan don't !" Someone screamed. I turned my head and saw ...

Ryan ,

Ryan's P.O.V

I saw Megan walk out to the balcony. I'm always hanging with Tyler till it's really late. I live next door so It literally takes me 5 seconds to walk to my house. I went to use the bathroom but I wanted to know why Megan was going to the balcony at 7 o'clock .

I saw her sit on the ledge and put her hand by her side like she was about to push off.

Oh shit. She's going suicide.

I had to save her. If she died Tyler would try to kill himself, thinking he was a bad brother. It would ruin this family.

"Megan don't !" I screamed. She looked at me , she was crying. Looked like she's been crying for hours.

She turned her head a pushed.

But I got to her soon enough I could grab her. I held onto her as she hung over the ledge.

"Let go! Drop me!" She cried.

I pulled her up onto her feet and looked at her,

"Megan why would you try to do that?" I asked worried

"My life's a screw up ! I want this to be over. No one care about me. NOONE! I swear. I sit in my room lonely, crying half the time, not knowing about half the world cause no one tells me anything, no one teaches me things I need to know for life. I don't know what I'm doing anymore" she cried.

I hugged her.

Megan's P.O.V

I hugged Ryan,

"I'm your friend. Tyler is too, but since he's your brother you might not wanna consider him a friend. But I'm still your friend." Ryan said

"Thanks " I said

"Come on" he said. He grabbed my hand and took me to my room.

"Go to bed, your just tired" he said

"Can you please not tell anyone about that" I said talking about to my suicide attempt. What was I thinking.

"No one. " he said

"Thanks" I said and went to close the door but he stopped me.

"Can I tell Tyler ?" He asked "I'll tell him not to over react or you'll try to attempt suicide again, but I know you won't "

"I guess. " I said and shut the door. I got a shower, brushed my teeth and hair, and got my pjs on.

Soon Tyler came running in. I was expecting this.

"What Ryan just told me, is it true you attempted suicide?" He asked looking at me with wide eyes.

"Don't tell" I said

"Megan we need to get you help" he said

"No! If anyone else knows I will seriously go suicide, I won't hold back. Ok don't tell. Look I'm sorry Tyler, your the only person who cares about me. No body notices me, when they do the whole school is calling me and nerd! I have no friends. I have no point . I'm not worth it. I'm a waste. I'm taking up space on this earth and the world would be much better without me." I said and started crying.

"No don't say that. You are worth it, your worth every little piece, every little second. Look Megan what I'm about to say is true, if you ever die, ever kill yourself, I die , I kill myself. Megan your my sister , I don't even say your my half sister, but if you wanna say I'm closer to my half sister then my full sisters. I don't care what people say about you your family loves you. We care. Mom , my dad, and your dad, may be busy but they still care too. Don't ever say we don't care I don't wanna hear it. Megan the thought of you dying makes me wanna die." He said with a tear going down his face.

"And to bad to for Ryan, your closer to me then him" he laughed and so I did I.

"Now please tell me you won't kill yourself or I'm gonna have to follow you every where and you don't want that do you?" He asked. I shook my head,

"Good night." He smiled and left,

Ryan peeked his head through the door.

"Goodnight" he said

"Thank you , and good night" I said back

"No problem" he shut the door and I went to bed.

I don't have a normal life

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