One Direction After Marriage ( a 1D Fanfic )

7# Unaware. .

Luaren pov : 

It happened that I knew about my pregnancy 3 days ago or so. Niall and I haven't talked since then. I wanted to fall asleep on his chest as we both imagine our baby, but I don't see him that much he says he's too busy to stay at home and too young to come back home before 5am.  He even sleep in the guest room. I couln't handle this anymore like which woman on earth would like to be ignored on the days she needs her husband beside her the most.  I didn't sleep and kept waiting for him and finally after 6 hours of waiting the drunk niall appeared. . 

As I saw him I crossed my arms and started talking 

"Niall " I called out but he ignored me and went to the guest room asusual

"Niall !! I am talking to you " 

"Luaren. . I am not in the mood of arguing now " 

"Niall. . I don't want to argue. . But we have to talk " 

" about what??" 

"Really !! About the baby Niall. ." 

" Lauren babe don't you think we're too young. I mean I want a baby from you but not now"

" and it happened Niall. we're going to have a baby like Theo."

" it's different" he shrugged and I was getting furious by now. Why am I even trying to convince him ? the baby's already going to be there.

"Babe, abort !! then when we get older we can get a baby" he said heedless to my emotions.

"IT'S NOT EASY NIALL !! that's our baby. why did he do to for you to want to kill him. You need to sober Niall. Just imagine yourself with him" 

"Leave me now Lauren" He groaned. 

" I won't Niall. Till when would you escape ?? if you don't want us then lets get divorced" I said holding back tears. I'd try to get away from him, but won't kill my baby.

He simply laughed and took his jacked making his way out of the house, again.

I exhaled deeply and got my phone. I dialed Luana's number.

"Lauren you calling to tell me that it turned to be a fairy tale, right ?"

"Luana I'm Just calling to ask if I can come over at yours ?"

"Yeah, but why ? I mean come "

" I'll tell you later.. when I come" I hang up and packed my stuff. If he thinks I'd stay waiting for him to come back and tell me abort  or yeah we'll get divorced then I'm leaving it all for him picking what's left from my dignity.

Niall's pov : 

I stormed out of the house once again. I had no place to go ,so I went to liam's house and once he opened the door he started asking me questions. Then scolded me as usual !! 

"Niall ?? What are you doing here ? What is this smell?? Are you drunk?? Where is luaren ?? What happened ??" 

"Liam slow down and please let me in I have nowhere to go " 

"Okay sorry come in " he said giving me space to enter and once I entered he asked me once again  

" luaren and I had a fight and I left the house "

you're a fool, Niall" He said and I rolled my eyes. I'm here to escape not to be scolded over and over again. I'm a real fool !! who comes to Liam to 'ESCAPE' !!!

" she said that we need to talk about the baby and I said that I don't want that baby and she asked me what shall we do and I told that she should abort. .. that's it " I listed in a monotone tone explaining it all.  

" You want to kill your baby ?? "He said and I laughed.

He grabbed the collar of my shirt and started shouting.  

"NIALL WAKE UP YOU ARE RUINING EVERYTHING .." then he dragged me to the bathroom and washed my face with cold water and then he made me look at the mirror and continued

"WAKE UP BEFORE YOU REGRET NIALL .. THAT'S NOT YOU !! YOU WANNA ENJOY YOU'RE LIFE CAUSE YOU'RE YOUNG BUT MAYBE YOU'D BE DEAD BEFORE YOU KILL YOUR INNOCENT BABY .. HO KNOWS WHEN WILL THEY DIE. YOU LOVE YOUR WIFE SO LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH HER AS IT GOES. ISN'T THAT WHAT YOU ALWAYYS SAY ENJOYING LIFE AND SHIT LIKE THAT "he scolded me and I just looked at the mirror proccessing every word he said.

I felt lost for a moment. I want a baby but not now. I wanna enjoy life, but I don't know when will I die. I wanna Kill a baby and I knew now that my punishment would be inevitable. 

" I wanna stay alone Liam" I mouthed more like whispering.

" but promise that you'll think about it all. you're just being a rebel but I know the real you" He said calmly and I nodded leaving himto the backyard of their house.

I spent what was left from the night starring at the stars, thinking about life and death. how I was born from Adam and how I'll die just like him and others. In a moment I felt afraid of death and as they say it's a side effect of dying. I felt guilty for wanting to kill a baby when I'm the one afraid of death.

the rebelous me still wanted to live life and be a hipster for some more years of  my life. but then I remebered Lauren's words about us getting divorced. Ofcourse she wanted us to be like any normal couple when they know that they're having a baby. I knew that I hurt her so much.. I wanted to find  the Niall Liam was talking about but I just got lost between two Nialls.