One Direction After Marriage ( a 1D Fanfic )

42# Broken and ... a break ?!

Harry's POV :

Did this really happen? Did are really lose her ? No no no .. i am sure it is a nightmare .. that couldn't happen .. i hope it will be over soon ... She can't really leave me for that fuckin' Jacob .. i love her but my love didn't do anything .. i am standing here watching her leaving with him without doing anything ... I am helpless...

"Harry You Okay" bethany patted on my shoulder and I Nodded. "C'mon Then" Louis Said as we headed to the car.

I Did my best to hold back tears till my Face Turned red.

There were lots of paps on our way. I Saw nothing but jacob rubbing her back letting her in the car. "Harry .. Harry Why Did you Get Divorced?!" A Lady Asked Me and I Looked at her and was Like "Uhh- I don't know" and She gave me a Confused look as if I was a fool or something. But she has the right i was fool to let the most precious person of my life go..

We finally managed to enter the car .. i kept looking out of the window thinking about her .. her smile .. her laugh.. her teasing .. i lost her ..

We were Soon In our House .. I mean 'Mine'. I ran to the stairs silently but louis stopped me .. "where are you going?"

"My room" i said silently and he nodded .. "promise me that you gunna be okay" he said and i ran to my room quickly .. i slammed the door and slid down the door crying as a child ... I have never cried that much in my whole life .. even when my parents divorce i didn't cry ..

After about 30 minutes of crying my eyes out i got up and sat on the edge of my bed and saw the pictures ... One of them was in our wedding .. the smile was plastered on our faces and we were happy .. that's it ..WERE .. another picture was at our first anniversary .. once i remembered that we are over and that she is probably in that Jacobs arms ,anger filled me and i was boiling .. in no time i found myself on my legs throwing everything in front of me ..

I don't know how long i kept in this state but i found louis holding me and yelling "HARRY WHAT HAPPENED!! " he said and took me out of the messy room ... My face was red and wet with tears and i felt that my veins were going to explode ..

"Lou .. take him to the other room and i will clean this room " bethany said and louis nodded and dragged me to the guest room .. after his grip loose a bit i ran to the kitchen and started searching for a drink in the cabinets .. i needed to forget her .. i finally found a bottle of vodca i was about to put her on my lips when louis snatched it from my hands .. "What The Hell Are You Doing !! Didn't you hear the doctor saying that you are prohibited from any alchoholic drinks !!" He yelled at me as he poured the whole bottle in the sink ... "Louis please stop .. i need to drink .. one shot won't affect me " i said between my cries

"Harry please understand .. i am doing that for your sake .. please be stronger than that " he said and i pulled him in a hug and kept crying and he kept rubbing my back ..

"I love her louis .. i really love her ..what i did was because i was drunk .. i wasn't sober .. i swear to God that i didn't do it purposely "

"Then you have to stop drinking .. not even one shot .. it doesn't do anything except ruining lives ... Now go upstairs .. i think Bethany finished cleaning .. take a nap it has been a long day .. i will wake you up when we prepare lunch " he said and i nodded and went upstairs to find Bethany cleaning the room "thanks Beth. For everything " i said as i gave her a friendly hug

"Its okay harry .. we are like sibilings and i didn't do anything to thank me .. are you okay now? " she said as she hugged back

"No.. i really need her ... " i cried again

"Shh harry .. come and sleep a bit " she say as she took me to bed

"If you want anything just shout for me or lou .. okay?" She said and i nodded ..

After she closed the door i drifted in a deep sleep ...

"Harry ... Wake up " i heard bethanys voice and she rubbed my back .. i sat up a rubbed my eyes ..

"Harry you are sweating hard !! Get up and change quickly before you catch a cold " she said and opened the closet and threw a shirt at me ...

"After you change come downstairs .. lunch is ready .. i made you tacos " she said and i smiled to her ..

After i changed i went downstairs and found lou helping her .. they are so cute .. they reminded me of Silver .. NO!! Forget her harry .. move on!! I said to myself .. i entered the kitchen and we started eating silently .. after i finished i got up and started washing my plate and glass ..

"Leave them harry .. i will do them " bethany said

"No beth. I have been a huge burden on you and the least i can do is to wash my plate by myself "

"Don't say that please .. " she said and i smiled to her .. i finished what i was doing and went upstairs and got ready .. i need to take a break from here ...

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A/N: i wanna say thank you to who voted and the lovely that commented but that's not what i wanted again .. i want you to comment what do you think even if you didn't like it .. just tell me the reason why you like it or you didn't ?! I want to know what people think about my story and what is bad about my writing and what is good .. if you find a part not realistic tell me which part ?! I really need this from more than 1 reader for gods sake !!

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