One Direction After Marriage ( a 1D Fanfic )

70# I Hate You, But I Love You

Silver's POV :

Closer and closer. Will he get mad ?! What if he took her ! Hush Hush Silver !

" Uh I - I was just coming" I said any shit avoiding eye contact with him.

" It's fine she was crying "

" Ohh She- she was with you?"

" Yeah God bless her" he sighs. I'm kinda relieved but I still have no idea about what the hell is happening next.

" she should wear this" I Put Her coat on. He Helps me. We exchange furtive eye contacts. I need him beside us. No silver you don't.

" She Looks Like You" He smiles and I return it reaching out my arms to take her. His hands touch mine but I flinch away quickly. I missed them touching me, rubbing my arms and cuddling me in. I miss them pushing a strad of my hair behind my ear before a passionate kiss and I know that If I didn't stop thinking I'd break down crying cause I want him

back. He has her ! It hurts. Everything hurts so much. It hurts how I loved him how we used to whisper 'forever and always' how I saw them kissing. How I had his babies after divorce, how and how and how it all hurts.

" I'm waiting to see yours" My voice cracks saying a polar opposite of my feelings . His tongue reaches the roof of his mouth.

"Yea." He looks away.

" Silver are you hiding something ?" He asks. I Froze !

He knows. I knew that he knows. Tell or lie ?

" N-No what would I" I hug her tightly.

" I don't know I saw it in your eyes you know I understand you".

You're probably torturing me cause my legs can't hold me out of nervousness.

" You probably don't"

" Anyway what were we saying?" He asks.

" About You and Kate actually" I paused taking a deep breath.

" I hope she's good for you.. Try to love her that time.. Don't just love yourself" My eyes were glossy.

" I loved you" His voice was low but enough for me to hear it.

I smile and lean closer pressing my lips to his. I missed it so much. I close my eyes and kiss; getting closer but Abby's blocking the space between our bodies. It feels so wrong yet so right. I let out a moan. The picture of him and Luana kissing played through my mind. I'm not being a Luana.

I pulled away.

" Sorry" I said. " I know that's so wrong, Sorry"

" I knew it Silver" He whispered. I wanted to stay the night between his arms. Harry !

" Sorry I know it's wrong. I don't know why did it happen. Please, I don't wanna be Kate's Launa" I get away more like convincing myself.

My words hurt him. I know they did.

" Yeah you're right and you have Jacob" he said jacob in a really low voice.

"Silver why did you do so if you love Jacob?" He asked.

" you cheated isn't that why we got divorced" He provoked me. I regret it all.

" Jacob and I aren't married anyway." I say without processing. stop your shit Silver.

" At least you love him since you have his baby" he smirks.

" I hate you " I spit.

" Sure you do" he rolled his eyes.

" Let us act so cool like nothing happened" He said putting his hands in his pocket.

" so how old is she" He started a talk.

" Uuhh I don't wanna hear more from you Harry"

" yea sure"

.

" I'm Freazing Let's go upstairs. It won't be good if Kate stayed alone" I rolled my eyes at the last part.

" Take my jacket you're only wearing a dress" He offers and before I can say no I found his jacket being placed carefully on my shoulder.

" too gentle" I tried to sound like being sarcastic but I eneded up smiling.

If nothing had happened long ago, we would be with our Abby everyday. We would be a perfect family. We'll watch her grow up together. Even if I told him now she's Yours Harry. He won't leave Kate for me. He won't. We can't be together.

We walked towards the entrance. Kate was standing with a few tears on her cheeks. I don't know about her, but as much as I hate her, I don't wanna be the reason for her tears like Luana was mine.

( I KNOW IT'S A SHORT CHAPTER BUT PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE I'D UPDATE TOMORROW :D ILYASM )