One Direction After Marriage ( a 1D Fanfic )

60# I Can't ..

Chapter 60:

Louis POV:

Everyone went to check on Bethany ,but I didn't . She didn't want to see my face ,how could i look at her face again ?! Ughh God ,its so hard .

"Sir .. please come to check out" a nurse said and i nodded . I went downstairs and started many documents .

"Thats all. Thank you " the woman said politely ."thanks n i mumbled and went back upstairs . I was just about to get in when i stopped myself and decided to take a look at her from the window first .

There she was sleeping on the hospital bed holding her stomach and crying her eyes out . Harry was kneeling next to her bed saying something to her but she kept shaking her head crying harder ..

I took a deep breath and opened the door "w-we have to go now " i said and they nodded looking at me while Bethany turned her head to the other side .. I looked at Rosalind who gave me a ressuring nod to approache Bethany . The room was clear when i reached her bed . When i sat next to her , she turned her head the other way immediately .

"Bethany .. I know that you hate me now ,and I know that what i did was unacceptable ,but think of it from my point of view . When i saw him grabbing you that way ,i lost it . I couldn't bear it really . I know i jumped to conclusions ,but please try to forgive me .. Its hard for me .. harder than you'll ever think it is " i said with watery eyes

"You killed my baby .. you killed me " she whispered between her constant sobs ..

I didn't know what to do .. she broke me with these words .. i shot up from my chair and got outside .

"What happened ?!"

"She is not okay .. prepare her to live this place please " i said and she nodded .

Rosalind and silver went to her room to help her .15 minutes later , they came outside with Bethany on a wheel chair .. "why is this ?!" I gasped

"She is so fragile to walk now . Its just till we reach the car , don't worry " Rosalind said and i nodded and all of us went to our cars .

"if yo needed anything just call me . Okay ?! "

"Okay " i whispered and got in the car .. all the way back was in complete silence . Even Bethany was crying silently .once we reached our flat I took her hand to take her in but she flinched "don't touch me " she said through gritted teeth and i nodded . She started walking towards our door. When we stepped in she started looking around . GOD !! I totally forgot to clean in here !!

She was walking slowly then stopped in front of the stairs .. she started walking towards it silently then sat on a step . She put her hand on the side if the step and started crying harder "its his blood .. Its his blood " she broke down.. "Bethany please .. you're making it harder for me " i sat next to her and took her hand but yet again she flinched away "Don't touch me .. murderer " she said and ran upstairs ..

I sat there looking at the blood stain on the floor , my baby's blood .. 'murderer ' 'you killed him' 'you killed me ' 'a killer ' all these words kept swimming in my mind ..

"I swear I didn't mean it " i started crying in my hands ..

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Bethany's POV:

I dunno how to react towards louis . The feeling of hate is building into me . The hate towards the reason of my baby's death. No one will ever understand the burning that is inside my heart. My baby died before I even knew he was inside me . Just in a split second, a part of me was dead. Just if I could turn back time ..

When i saw the blood stains on the floor , the last part of my heart was broken .. I can't belive it happened ,just because of a stupid 'misunderstandment' . I heard Louis cries through the door . He was crying just as hard as me .I cannot forgive the murderer ...

I hate to talk about it .. I hate everyone ,even myself . Maybe if I had Luke by my side at this moment .. maybe he could've helped me ...

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A/N:Hey !! I am sorry for not updating but I am preparing for my exams the next 2 weeks . I will try to update quicker though :) This chapter is dedicated to @annastyles123001 . Thanks for commenting and voting . It means the world to me :))

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