One Direction After Marriage ( a 1D Fanfic )

51# After Party (part 2)

Chapter's Playlist :

Goodbye my lover - James Blunt

Harry's POV:

I took Rosalind to my car and climbed to the drivers side .. once i sat down i sighted loudly .. Rose put her hand on my shoulder

"I know how you're feeling "

"I am so tired .. i can't breath properly .. i feel like there is a huge weight on my chest " i said holding back tears ..

Seeing silver with other man is not something so easy for me .. its so damn hard !! He looks at her the way i should .. he touch her the way i should .. he treat her the way i shoud !!

"Lets go for a walk ?!" She suggested

"Okay but not for too long .. i don't want Liam to flip on me for making his girl and baby tired " i smiled faintly and she gave me a sympathic as a return

"Don't worry " she got out of the car

We started walking silently the Rose decided to speak up ..

"You know you can tell me what you feel right huh ?!

"Destroyed !! That's how i feel !!" I felt my chest ache

"Why ?!"

"Being without her is like i am lost .. i am mess !! But whats hurt the most is him .. he is with her when i should !!" I paused and started thinking .. No harry you can't let someone control your feelings that much !!

"How did she move on that quick ?! There is just one answer .. she didn't love me !!" I said tearing up

"Harry your such a d*** !!" Rosalind yelled and i turned to her !! What ?!

"Don't look at me !! Thats real .. you cheated on her with her besfriend and now she is trying to move on and you aren't even giving her the chance !! You want her to suffer !! How selfish !!" She said giving me a disgusted look

"You're really telling me this !! You are talking as if i am enjoying my life !! I am MESS !! I couldn't even drink and forget about her !! I entered the hospital and was about to enter a coma !! That's because of her !! If she loved me she would have just forgave me but she didn't !!" I yelled back and thank god no one was in the street to watch the show !!

"You are putting it all on her !! You're a fallen angel and we're all devils really !! You got in the hospital because you were an IDIOT !! You lost her because you were a CHEATER !! Wake up harry .. wake up !! She is not YOURS anymore !! You LOST her !! She is broken because of your stupidity !! You're fuckin' sleazy !!" She was so emotional and a tear escaped her eye .. she was very close to sliver and I .. i didn't feel my knees that i fell on them crying my eyes out .. her words hurt me but they were true !! Uhhhhhhhh !! I wanna scream maybe all thats inside me get out but instead i cried on my knees in the middle of the street !!

"Harry i am sorry i didn't mean to hurt you more than you are already but silver is someone special to me .. more than a sister !! I am sorry " she hugged me and i cried on her chest as a baby boy .. but i was too small ,broken and tired ..

I kept crying and hicupping loudly and she was rubbing my back for confort ..

"Stand up" she ordered and i got up ..

"I want you stronger than this harry .. even if Silver is not yours anymore ,you have to be strong for your mum and sister , for your career and for yourself .. you're feeling down now but i promise you will be up again .. try to get over this , just try please ?!" She said and i nodded ..

"Come now !! And give they keys i will drive "

"But you're pregnant !!"

"Uggghhh don't act like liam !! He is suffocating me !! I am pregnant yes but i am a woman, a person that can do anything but not drinking or getting tired !! I swear !!" She said and i laughed