One Direction After Marriage ( a 1D Fanfic )

40# I will change ..

Chapter's Playlist (song):

1. Changed - Rascal Flatts

Chapter 40:

Luana's POV:

What am gunna do now !! I am in the streets No husband,No friends,No family,No house .. i have nothing except my car.. even my car is from zayn ,who slapped me when i resisted him .. it hurts so much ..why me? What did i do to deserve this punshiment !! I am always trying to help .. and harry .. i may have had feelings for him but when i felt them i-i stopped myself because ... Because i love zayn and cannot hurt his feelings as he .. as he did !! And harry is my best friend.. he has a wife who loves him and he loves her!! Now i ruined everything .my relationship with zayn,harry,silver .. everyone . I lost everything !! I took my car and kept walking in the streets tears streaming down my face till i finally reached a small hotel . I parked my car and rushed to the reception and scanned the room till i found a young good looking man sitting behind a desk .i rushed towards him ..

"I wanna a room .. for 1 day ,please" i said quickly

"Okay ma'am please fill this " he smiled

"Here " i said and he handed me the keys

"room 102 ma'am .. hope you enjoy being our guest" he smiled and i nodded

"Th-thank you" .. i was soo tired..

Once i got to my room an older man got my suitcase and left .. just then i collopsed on the bed crying waterfalls till i drifted in deep sleep ..

NEXT MORNING

I woke up so tired in my clothes from yesterday !! I took a quick shower and went to the reception ..i found an other good looking man around my age

"h-hi "i said to gain his attenetion and when he looked at me he furrowed his brows

"Hello ma'am .. i am micheal .. how can i help you?" He asked with his thick british accent

"Um.. i-i came yesterday and stayed the night and i will stay for longer "

"Okay .. how long we will have the pleasure seeing you here?" He asked politely handing me a paper to sign

"I dunno .. 2 days or something " i said giving him my credit card and the paper

"Okay .. here we are "he said handing me a key card

"Th-thank you" i said faintly and at this time i felt dizzy . Shit !! I didn't eat anything today or yesterday !! I couldn't move and kept holding my head ..

"Ma'am .. are you okay ... Ma'am?" That was the last thing i heard before everything turned black ..

*HOURS LATER*

I woke up faintly and heard sounds around me . Where am i ? What happened ?? Who took me here .. the i heard a familiar voice .Zayn.

My eyes opened practically and found myself sleeping on a bed in a hotel room and zayn was standing in front of the bed talking to the boy Micheal. Once i saw his face the scene of yesterday replayed in my mind and tears started streaming down my face and they noticed . Micheal excused himself and left and zayn came and sat beside me ..

"Luana .. do you feel better? I am sorry . Please forgive me ." He said reaching my hand but i flinched

"Luana .. i-i won't hurt you .. i am sorry .. i will never do it again .. i was drunk.. please don't cry " he said taking my hand and kissed my palm ..

"Why did you come ? H-how did you know my place?" My voice was hoarse from all the crying

"Th-they called me from your phone when you lost your consciousness and i rushed here as soon as i heard what happened .. yesterday i didn't sleep and kept looking for you everywhere"

"Why ? To beat me again ?! Okay beat me .. vent all your anger on me .. believe that i am a cheater .. i am ready " i was crying hard now ..

"I will never do this again .. i am sorry .. lets forget " he said and when i didn't respond he got up and took my bag and called someone from the service to take my bags to his car and checked out ..

"What are you doing .. i won't go with you "i said and now i stopped crying and collected myself ..

"No .. you can't stay on your own in hotels !! "

"You are not going to tell what can i do and what i cannot !!" I spat harshly

"You are coming on your own or what?" He asked sounding annoyed

"No !! I won't leave with you "

"You didn't give a choice then "

"Wh-" i was about to ask him what does he meen but he cut me off my carrying me over his arm .. i kept kicking and punching him but he didn't stop ..

"Zayn leave me " i yelled but he kept walking as if i am tickling him !!

Finally he sat me down on the passenger seat on his car and plucked my seat belt as a child before shutting the door and rushing to the driver seat and locking the doors before starting the car ..

"Why are you doing this ?zayn you don't trust me !!"

"I trust you !! I-i didn't know .. i didn't know what i was thinking "

"Of course you were" i mumbled and kept looking out of the window tears forming as i remember what happened .. how he lied his hand on me !!

We finally stopped in front of the house .my house. Our house ..

I was about to jump out of the car when he stopped me .. anyway i had no choice except listening for him as i am locked !!

"Luana .. i know what i did was so wrong and i can't forgive my self really .. but i can't live without you too .. i promise to make it up for you and be the one you always loved and wanted "

"I am waiting for you to change .. i am waiting for my old Zayn .. the one i loved not that monster .. that's not you "

"I know " he sighed and got out of the car opening the door for me ..

He stood right in front of me "i will change ,i promise " he said and i nodded leaving him and entering my house ...

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A/N : updates will be every thursday and if i could i promise i will update more often .. please excuse me ..

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