66# A Good Start

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Harry's POV:

It's been too long since we've left for tour. Too long since my life started to change. When I look back now, I figure out that I should have moved on since too long even before I knew she had a baby from him. I went through much pain and I know it demands to be felt. But I'm not that old Harry, anymore; I mean I don't think about her that much, she's not nessecary like breathing or whatever.

"I'm going to the supermarket, want anything?" Niall asked and I aswered No.

I was now alone. I wore a coat and a scarf and decided to tour around. That was definately the best thing you can do when you're in a place like Paris.

" Where you going?" Paul asked as soon as I got out.

" a walk" I chew my gum.

" Fine. Don't be late and take care. I don't think you need security" He said and I faintly smiled heading to the elevator.

Though I'm not that type who'd enjoy being all alone just to kind of relax, but I needed to. I needed to get a life away from the famous Harry; the one followed by Cameras everywhere, who has to be nice all the time even if he's in trouble just to please the public or whatever. In the past, She used to be my escape. I don't mean that i want her again, no but it's so hard to find someone who loves you for you not for your popularity or money and I hate this so fucking much. I'm still not being ungarteful, I'm a human and life had taught me that nothing's perfect "It's not a granting factory"

Everything has it's negatives and positives, right ?

However, I wasn't that too alone. The streets were kinda crowded but I was still lonely.

" Une Piece d'amour" I read the tittle of a small resaurant inside the city. It wasn't a normal one; that was where we fucking met.

I stood in hesitation whether should I get in or not then I decided to go for it to prove that I can without her. She's not nessecary like breathing.

.. And they had perfect apple pies.

" Bonsoir" ( Goodnight) The waitess smiled.

" Uhm Bonsoir, je voudrais ( I want) .. You know Apple Pie" I couldn't complete the sentence. It reminded me of Silver's shitty French and everytime she tried to be better than me when trying to speak fluently.

I got my order and headed out. There was like an amusement park near there. Wanting to Go back to baby Harry, I decided to go in and live life.

" Kate wait it's Harry Styles" a little cute girl dragged her mother closer to me and I had to stand till she came. I was supposed to be covering half of my face with the beanie and scarf but just it's Kids attention as they say.

A picture won't kill.

" aren't you Harry Styles" She talked and In a moment I felt like wanting a baby so bad.

" Yes, Heyy. And you ?" I sat on my knees as her mum stood there shyly.

" Pauline" She said.

" Nice name Pauline"

" Heyy" I shook hands with her mother.

" Your daughter's cute"

" She's not my daughter " She said awkwardly.

" really, It seemed so. Sorry"

" I know, we look alike"

" definately" I grinned.

" Harry Can you play with us" Pauline rubbed my hands and I couldn't resist her.

" Pauline" Kate passed her a glare but she completely ignored her as I held pauline tightly.

" Fine where do you wanna start ?" I pecked her small cheeks.

We tried alot of games. I had much fun than I thought I'd actually have. Kate seemed nice and as our conversations went, time flew. I knew that she was pauline's aunt and that she's here on a visit. I also knew that she was from London which was kinda perfect.

Around midnight, we walked out of the amusement park with a teddy bear in Pauline's arms and kept walking along. I probaby had no idea where were we going and didn't care much.

" Well" I sighed.

"well"

" It's so relaxing in here" I said looking at the stars above me.

" Yeah, though there are much crowds. I get that feeling of chilling out"

" Its because you're away from London" I pointed out.

" What's your career though?"

" a writer, I'm a writer" She answered.

" Really, what did you write?"

" Uhm I write in a journal, but I'm still working on my first book. I don't know if things'd all go right. Let us hope so" She shrugged then laughed.

" That seems nice"

" Kinda". She rubbed her arms.

"uhm take these" I got off my coat.

" No, No, leave it you'd catch cold" she gestured her hands stopping me.

" Naah don't try. I'm being gentle you know. Let me be" I placed it on her shoulders and she smiled in defeat.

Her smile was like a magnet that attracted my heart.

" Okay gentleman" She grinned.

" Okay"

" Uhm We're actually here" She stopped infront of a building.

" Ohh I didn't know where were I walking " I smiled.

" Okay you can go" I shrugged.

" You should come in" she invited.

" I don't think it's appropriate, you know maybe her parents are having a heated moment or so"

" Naaaah they're out" She laughed . That was the thing I loved about her.

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