Bri's mind was racing, what had just happened?? She just kissed another man, and she's married!! Her heart began to race at a violently quick pace as she sat up, never breaking eye contact with the man. She sat up next to him, her hand was placed gently on his thigh, she never moved it, the eye contact was very clear foreshadowing for the actions Bri kept playing out over, and over in her head. But this was wrong, wasn't it? Her heart was screaming colors right now, shouting for her to go for it, he's right there! What's stopping you? A husband who doesnt give a damn about you? She couldn't even remember the last time her and Bryan shared a kiss, and that almost drove her to lean forward and kiss Josh once more.
"Josh.." Bri looked down finally, a solid five minutes had passed by with no words, just eye contact, blushing and a lot of dirty thoughts. "Yea..? Look I'm real sorry bout that, I just, you were-" Josh was interrupted by a swift kiss, this time from the young brunette. This time it was more of an embrace, an opening up of two people and the entrance of them. Bri climbed slowly onto Josh's lap and straddled him with her little legs. The kiss had been broken, only for both of them to lean back in and crash lips to one another yet again.
It dawned on Josh that Bri was married, yes, sure it did. But Josh had a secret of his own that nobody knew, and he had no plan of telling that secret to a soul. He was madly in love with Bri. Not a bone in his body wasnt bound to her at this point, and he couldnt hold himself back from the woman he desired for the better part of three years. The thunder crashed so loudly outside that it felt and sounded like the heavens were falling down, a mixture of rain and hail came pouring out of the sky like a mixture of rocks and razorblades. The mood inside the house was that of desire, longing, lust..
Bri continued to kiss Josh, and he continued to return each kiss, and give one of his own. The two bodies were so close now their chests were touching. Josh's hands glided up to her hips, where he grabbed onto them and held her firmly. Now a gasp escaped the kisses, coming from Bri's mouth and this caused Josh to smirk lightly. Upon feeling the smirk, Bri giggled a little, "As much..as much as I want this right now.." Bri had to speak, she began to feel Josh's length become hard through his pants, "I cant..not just yet.."
Words like that, at a moment like this werent meant to be spoken. Josh could feel his heart sink to the depths of his stomach, the feel of heaven and bliss were now over and reality just smacked him in the head like a baseball bat cracks a ball. He removed his hands from the tiny woman's hips and placed them on his thighs. Clearing his throat to try and maintain a confident approach to the situation, he spoke, "I'd say I'm sorry, but honestly girl I'm the furthest thing from sorry at this point."
Normally this sounded like an arrogant thing to say, how dare you say that, Bri is married! But at this point in Bri's life..her marriage? She didnt care. Instead, she smirked lightly and rolled off of him, ensuring that the teasing factor of her gliding over his length was at a maximum.."Honestly I dont want to stop either Josh..but I need to be careful, alright?" She looked over at the man who now wouldnt break eye contact from her. Roles reversed. The feeling in the pit of his stomach told him to just go for it, the girl is into you man, just pursuit her.
He decided to be a gentleman about it, shaking his head a bit, "Is this where I grab my stuff and head out?" He looked down a bit, attempting an old trick on Bri to see what her plans were for him in the immediate future. "No! You idiot..how could I send you out in a storm like this..no, you're staying with me..unless you wanna walk out into the ass of that freakin' hurricane outside.."
Josh chuckled lightly, Bri had an amazing sense of humor and it was shining through at this time. "Aight girl, I'll crash here. Am I sleepin' with you?" He smirked a bit again, obviously joking but he just wanted to hear that angelic laugh of hers. Bri obliged and laughed lightly, "No, you arent. I dont think I wanna give out the goodies on the first day, yeah?" Bri said it without even thinking about what she actually just said.
"Oh so there is a tomorrow then?" Josh basically got the information he wanted, he wanted to know if the feelings Bri had for him were that of a simple lust, or did she somehow have a plan for the future. "Ew don't put it like that. There's always a tomorrow, unless the world ends, then we're shit outta luck." Bri smiled a little, she was playing this situation off way too well and it was actually shocking herself in the process.
"Well dont I look like an idiot? Or are you just a smarty pants, who's wearin' no pants." Josh knew Bri had pants on, but his silly nature wouldnt let him just say one sentence without cracking some kind of stupid, half assed joke. "Clearly I have pants on, much to your dislike, Sir Josh. Come on, let me get you set up on the couch. I gotta get some sleep." Bri got up and reached her arm out, wanting his hand.
Josh obliged to her request, grabbing onto her hand as she lead him through the house. "Damn girl, this your sisters vacation house?" Josh was impressed by the shear space of the whole place. From the living room, they went to the guest bedroom and she led him inside and let go of his hand, causing him to look back at her with puppy dog eyes.
"Oh no, dont gimme that Josh. I'm tired.." Bri's voice was actually showing signs of exhaustion, a raspy quiet tone that is. He walked over to her slowly and smiled, "I wasn't saying for you to stay with me girl, I know thats outta the question.." He glanced at her lips and up to her eyes, she met him with a passionate look and bit her lip, "Oh I know what you mean now.."
Bri wrapped her arms around his neck slowly, the two people pressed their foreheads together and just stood there for a while, spinning in extremely slow circles enjoying the moment that the two were sharing. After a few minutes of that, Josh's hands gradually made their way down to Bri's bum, he planted both hands on it and grabbed gently. Bri accepted this gesture and looked up, pressing her soft sleepy lips right onto his. These two were beginning to question what exactly what was going on between them, it almost felt too good to be right..Mainly because lingering was the fact that Bryan was still Bri's husband.
After several minutes of the two exchanging cute little kisses, and her running her fingers through his long thin hair, she finally broke the kiss, but kept her face close to his. "I really gotta go to bed, Josh.." She reluctantly pulled away, and at the same time Josh released his grip from her bum. "I'm sorry, I just have a long day tomorrow and I cant..I also cant do that right now.." She was speaking almost as if Bryan didnt exist in her life whatsoever which was..normal at this point in their extraordinarily broken marriage. "Alright alright girl, you go get some shut eye. Aight?" Josh was playing his cards entirely right, he wasnt making any mistakes in the department of saying the wrong thing to make her feel uncomfortable.
Josh is such a gentleman, Bri's mind couldnt get off the Samoan man as she said her goodbye, and turned around..Shutting the door behind her. Lightning continued to crash down as it sounded like the sky was beginning to fall. Upon arriving in the room that Bri was staying in, which while Nikki was gone was the master bedroom. A pure mammoth room that she had to share with just herself, she flung herself to the bed and took off her slippers, pushing them off the edge of the massive bed. Did she really just makeout with another man?
Bri's thought process was ranging from, telling Bryan right now, to going back inside the room and having ridiculously hot sex with the forbidden man. Josh on the other hand couldnt figure out what just happened. Did she really wanna do that with him? Was the kissing, and passion that burned in his heart shared by Bri? Or was he just being lead on like he had been so many times before this. Bri felt like a high schooler, her heart was fluttering practically out of her chest and she couldnt stop smiling if her life depended on it. The butterflies both people felt was extraordinary, was this ..love?
Josh sat up and grabbed his cell phone, he needed to talk about this, sitting around and thinking to himself wouldnt solve anything. He scrolled through his messages until he found his twin brother, Jon, texting him a simple message that his brother would understand fully. 'Uce is in deep.' That's all he needed to type to him, it was a signal that he indeed was in love and there was basically no turning back at this point. He hadnt been in love since he was in high school, even his marriage wasnt love, it was more pity from her than anything else and that dug a hole deep into Josh's subconscious.
Kicking her feet up, Bri felt like a little princess, she put her hands over her heart and held them there, sitting up slowly and smiling with her eyes peeled to the window and watching the rain flee from the clouds that held them. It was in that moment that Bri realized that she was like the rain, fleeing from the cloud that was her husband. And in that moment..she spoke out loud to herself.."I love him.."
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RomanceThe feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd - The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being...
