dear Tagebuch das ist nicht wirklich ein Tagebuch ,
just a quickie, kk? today i got my hair done, in the same style, 3 braids in the front and 2 corn-braids going to the back of my head; very simple. I read a fanfic today on fanfiction.net. it is really good and it hits you right in the feels. that read took up quite the time, as it took up the whole day. but it was worth it. then i went on to a different one. this one had some one trying to piece back his daughter and his husband together once more. I hated that one, the reason that follows is that it's not my family. I do envy that. Alot. why they get to have a family that's together, but not me? A dad that's not in death row? A dad that tried? whatever, not that i cared. at all.
well i must say, why do i bottle this all up all the time? well no one ever question this, so i must be good at it.
am i destined for a boring life? must i always be perfect, and not make foolish mistakes? must i be very cold all the time? why do i make impossible goals to always be perfect?
Am i destined a boring, perfect, meaningless, monotone, life? 'cuz if so, why?
sincerely,
from the girl from the state that lies between the empire and the old colony,
Schön Mädchen
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Teen Fictionhi it's me, ja'hira yes i know the last time you saw me was when i was depressed so that was a while ago....... now it's time to get to see the real me. ...rawr
