the online diary of The Big-minded

back from the dead

dear diary,

JANUARY: this month was okay, no stupid shit nor drama, just work. and the last time for gym class came by and I am so relieved by it. no more ms. lady, no more weights, no more basketball! no more. now I have woodshop and it is worse. Well, maybe not as worse but still bad. it is even farther away from next period so I will have to run in order not to be late. oh yeah! so chorus, right? yeah, we had a concert and........we sucked. badly. we were yelling, not singing, yelling. and the bands were even worse! all of it was shitty.

FEBRUARY: nothing happened. I got 500 dollars, spent it on german and Russian, and I kept getting burnt by hot glue guns in woodshop so -_- it was a shitty month.

MARCH: this was shitty as fuck. I made up with my friend( I slapped her in da face.... I have anger issues but people say I'm the nicest person they ever met(not like that justify me hitting her)) and she started to smoke! I was mentally freaking out like I was all like holy shit shit shit omg what happened to my best friend, rip nice friend, but in reality I was acting like,"Meh." MEH?! wow. like I really care for her health because her family is known for heart and lung problems and she needed lung surgery before and I would hate to see her go.(this is where it glitched) my friend hated(1) my other friend(2) for awhile and that sucked. they made up and they, in fact, love each other now! unfortunately, they won't admit it. the friend(1) was being possessive recently. for example, she would ignore me if I was talking to someone else. like she needs to know I have many friends. and she has a problem with whatever I do. it's annoying. plus, she's also a hypocrite,D:. my mom got her first paycheck and gave me my first allowance. I lost the money, but I brought stuff from wish from the rest of her money. okay since we will probably get confused who's who, I will make a list:

the smoker:TAY

the friend 1: PREGUL

the friend 2: SAMHAM

the list will go on as this.....thing continues,Kay?

plus, i know i said i would post it shortly after the last post and i was planning on to but while i was writing, my computer glitched out and didn't save most of the work. as you can see above, the sentence before the parenthesis told where it cut off, was where it saved. everything else after didn't saved because i was writing on a different platform. i was so enraged that i banged on my laptpop until it turned off by itself and yelled at it for a hour. thus that put me back in a writer's block. don't fear, i am back to writing and soon too!