so im alive and well. The last post honestly looked like a suicide note. sorry for that. i dropped some honors classes and replaced them with reg. classes and passed all of my classes for the year with 15 absence points. literally one point from not getting credit. ooof. i got a summer job at a hospital and it is easy, but i still kinda get super stressed out at home about it. but my co workers and supervisors are nice and caring. that got to be a joke. like all my life i never felt that much genuine compassion???????? idk but it feels weird and bad. like imma fuck some shit up and hide in a corner. i just wanna scream, "i don't deserve it!!" but whatever. i don't do it anyways.
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Roman pour Adolescentshi it's me, ja'hira yes i know the last time you saw me was when i was depressed so that was a while ago....... now it's time to get to see the real me. ...rawr
