Why did I kiss him, Jamie why did you have to be so stupid? The poor guy was grieving the loss of his girlfriend and you just kiss him, out of the blue. Are you retarded Jamie? I think your retarded and you need help. I kept being mean to myself until my phones ringtone pulled me back to earth.
I take a quick look and see that Matt’s calling me. I quickly decline the call and get my focus back on the road. Don’t need to cause an accident because I was on my phone now do I? I was just happy to be getting out of Texas for a couple of days. My brother and I were driving up to Florida at lunch and I couldn’t wait to just get away and spend some quality time with him, without having to worry about cheer and boy problems.
I arrived home at around 12:10, so I had 20 minutes to get my stuff in the car and double check I had everything I needed. I plugged my phone into the wall as soon as I got to my room, wanting it to be as charged as possible before we left. I quickly check to see a missed call from Matt and a text from Blake demanding to know where I was. I decided to just leave it and make sure I had everything. By 12:20 I had all my stuff in the car and was ready to leave. Pat and I said a quick goodbye Mum and Dad and we were off.
We both had an enjoyable ride up where we both got to learn a lot about what had been happening in each others lives. I told him all about what had happened with Matt today and then while explaining the kissing situation I trailed of and entered another mind of my own. I thought about the kiss and how it made me feel, I thought about Matt and how he’d only just broken up with Carly, also how I didn’t want to be a rebound for Matt. I wanted to be something serious, but I didn’t know if Matt would want that with me.
I knew Pat had realized that I was deep in thought and not to be messed with, as I vaguely heard him start singing to the song on the radio. I decided to text Matt and see what he thought about the issue. I would rather get it out of the way then spend my Florida days worrying about Matt’s mental stability.
“Matt are you okay, do you need me to get Peyton?” almost as soon as I sent it I got a reply, “Where are you? I’ve driven over to your house only to find your not there? We NEED to talk Jamie!” urgh I resisted the urge to roll my eyes at Matt’s sassy text. “Matt, there is nothing to talk about, I said sorry and it was nothing but a spur of the moment thing okay?” Hoping Matt would buy my stupid excuse I started to relax a little. I felt my phone buzz and unlocked my screen again “Jamie, I just need you hear, we don’t have to talk about the kiss okay please?” “Matt, I’m doing something for me for once, I’ve been helping everybody so far and I want a break with my brother got it?”
That may have sounded harsh but to be honest... I really didn’t care anymore. By the time we got there we were pooped. We checked into an amazing hotel just on the seaside, so as soon as we woke up we could get to the beach. I snuggled up with my cheetah pillow pet and fell into a sleep that consisted of Matt and I kissing over and over again. I can’t say I didn’t enjoy that dream. When I woke up it was about 10 in the morning. Pat and I quickly had breakfast or brunch and practically sprinted down to the waters edge. I couldn’t believe how beautiful this place was. I could tan for free, and swim in an amazing beach for free! Life was perfect
After swimming for what seemed like hours which in reality was 5 hours, Pat and I retreated back to our rooms. We had a nice dinner of chicken and salad and said our goodnights. I couldn’t believe how exhausting it was being in the sun for so long. I decided to send Matt and picture and captioned it Night Boo, which was underneath my winky face picture. I got one back saying I love you and night to you to xx which showed me, Matt shirtless with amazing abs and I died. I texted him “Picture saved for personal folder ;)” “Oh Jamie, I have plenty of you ;)” I laughed before falling asleep, failing to reply back something witty or sarcastic.
I woke up at around 7:30; I had a quick breakfast and packed my bag so we could put it in the car when it was time to leave. I decided to go for a walk, I loved feeling the beach breeze going through my hair during my walk. After that it was around 8:30 and I decided to return home. Pat and I decided to go to the beach again for a couple of hours, so we could leave at 12:30 again. I was excited to go home but also never wanted to leave Florida. It was a beautiful place and I’d honestly consider living hear. I could join Brandon Allstars hahahha. Life would be complete.
But I could never leave Cheer Athletics. It’s been my home for six years and made me a World Champion. I was actually so excited to get back home and see my cheetah babies. My ankle had pretty much healed I just had to be careful and not use it to much otherwise it wouldn’t heal. By the time I had finished once again talking to myself, we had both packed the car and were on our way home.
When we finally got home, after a completely draining drive, we quickly had showers and went to bed. I woke up the next day at around 9:00 because cheetahs had boot camp all day. I quickly threw on a pair of black Nike pros and Worlds 2013 sports bra. I quickly put my curly hair in a low ponytail and chucked my nfinitys into a bag and ran to the car. On the way I chomped on a muesli bar wanting to finish eating so I wouldn’t have stomach pains when I went upside down. I was excited to see Matt and the girls again. It seemed like ages since I last saw them. All I knew was that I would look even tanner than Matt did when he went to Costa Rico.
I practically ran into the gym as soon as my car was locked. I saw Matt on the other side of the mat, and all the awkwardness I thought would be there wasn’t so I decided to surprise him. I ran up to him and jumped onto his back “MATTTY, I MISSED YOU” “OMG JAMIER, I MISSED YOU TO HOW WAS IT?” “AMAZING, I GOT TAN WOW” I said laughing. Matt and I were now laying on the floor in a tangled mess of limbs. He then reached his hand out to stroke my cheek. I melted into his touched and looked up at him. I felt Matt lean in and he kissed me. I felt the butterflies come back to my stomach and afterwards Matt said ‘Welcome back boo” we separated and he held his hand out to me as we went back to the group.
After a huge amount of group stretching and conditioning which absolutely killed all of us. We started to clean the opening sequence. I had been picked for the opening group of standing full’s. I was excited that I had been picked as I was opposite Reagan with Matt opening the routine. We started with amazing technique and we felt like we were doing really well. Reagan and I rolled into the centre of the mat and went into a back,back double. I got it the first couple of times but the 5th time that we had to go through. The girl behind me Shannon went into the wrong spot and as I went into my double so did she and we ended up knocking heads which cause me to black out and Shannon to feel dizzy. The last thing I heard was Matt running up to me and putting my head in his lap. The last thing I thought was, why am I always the injured one…
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