Chapter Five

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I wake up next to something warm and hard. I left my head up and my eyes focus on Christian, who smiles at me. I don't know why but I feel embarrassed to be found in here.

"Have a nice nap?" Christian smirks. I nod my head, blushing. I start to sit up, but Christian pulls me back down into his arms. I snuggle up to him and rest my head on his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat.

"I miss being in here," I whisper, not positive he heard me. I am wrong. Christian's eyes grow wide, clearly surprised.

"Why?" He asks, confused. I shrug.

"I miss being with you, and it's gotten to the extent where I miss the playroom. At this point, I'd let you pull out some canes," I wink, shocking him yet again. He laughs and kisses my hair.

"You amaze me, Mrs. Grey."

"Christian, I know you're afraid to hurt me, but please...I need you," I say, reaching up to stroke the side of his face. He screws his eyes shut and when they open, they are filled with hunger. I know he hasn't gone this long without sex before and I fully intend to use that to my advantage. I sit up and straddle him, pressing myself against him. He groans and moves his hands to my hips, staring deeply into my eyes.

"What are you doing to me?" He gasps as I bend down to kiss his neck. I move my mouth down his throat and up to his lips, gently pushing mine against his.

"Please Christian?" I silently plead. I run my hands through his hair and bring his face closer to mine. Our noses are touching and his breath is coming out quickly. I can feel him hardening underneath me. I begin to rock my hips, pressing myself harder down on him.

"Ana please," he says breathlessly, "I don't want to hurt you."

"You won't," I tell him with a confidence that he notices and nods. I kiss him with a hunger I haven't experienced before. I guess this is what happens when I am sex deprived. My fingers fumble unbuttoning his shirt, too eager to do a good job. He chuckles softly at my eagerness as I pull my dress over my head. My lips meet his and he rolls us over, laying on top of me but careful not to put down his weight. I reach for his belt and unbuckle it while he begins kissing me from the top of my jaw down to my collarbone. I whimper as his mouth becomes more persistent against my soft skin and arch my back, wanting more. I unzip his jeans and pull them down with the help of my feet. He's left in his boxers and I can see his growing erection begging to break free. Christian makes his way down to my breasts and softly kisses them, pulling my bra down so my nipples are exposed. His mouth captures one and sucks, causing all the nerves in my body to tingle. I've missed this. He reaches behind me to unclasp my bra and pulls it off, leaving me in nothing but my panties. His mouth moves to my other nipple and continues his sweet torture while I reach down and begin palming him through his boxers.

"Enough of this," he growls into my ear, getting up and pulling my panties down my legs. He then goes to take his boxers off and at last his erection is free. Holy God. He is big. Has he always been this big? I just took a shower with him but he wasn't as hard as he is now so maybe I just didn't notice. I giggle at my thoughts and Christian gives me a questioning look.

"What's so funny," he smiles. I just shake my head, still giggling.

"I forgot how big you are," I reply with a shy smile. He smirks as he lays himself on top of me again and reaches down to kiss me.

"Are you sure?" He whispers, concern filling the eyes that were seconds ago filled with desire.

"Yes Christian," I breathe. He nods and nudges my thighs apart with his legs as he settles in between them. He positions himself at my wet entrance and teases me. Of all the things he could possible do right now he has the nerve to tease me.

"Christian," I whine, not pleased with this at all. He smiles and slowly pushes himself into me as far as he can. Fuck. I am instantly consumed with pleasure and arch my back, wanting more of him. He begins to move slowly, moans escaping my mouth. He captures them by pressing his mouth to mine, and begins to move faster. I match his rhythm and meet his thrusts, the ecstasy overpowering me. I can't last much longer, and I know he can't either. I wrap my arms around his neck while he buries his head into my hair, breathing hard.

"Christian," I moan, knowing I can't take much more.

"Give it to me Ana," he says hoarsely, thrusting into me harder and harder. His words are my undoing and I explode around him, crying out his name.

"Thank fuck," he breathes and releases inside me, falling on top of me. I stroke his back as we catch our breaths, happily sated. After what seems for forever, Christian suddenly gets off of me with a panic in his eyes.

"Shit I didn't mean to lay on you. Is the baby okay? Are you hurt?"

"Christian," I laugh, finding his concern funny after what we've just done. "Blip is fine! I am fine! Relax, okay? The doctor did say we could have sex, you know." He smiles and finally laughs too.

"Okay fine. I'll stop being overbearing. I love you, Ana. I love you too, little Blip," he says against my stomach and gives it a quick peck. He lays back down beside me and pulls me into his arms.

"I love you too, Christian."


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