letters to jen

seventy-two

{18th june 2013}

dear jen,

you know when you really like someone

like really like them

like it kinda hurts but doesn't at the same time when you see them and you think you could probably listen to them talk forever just to hear their voice and the little things they do like play with the hem of their t-shirt or mutter things to themselves or laugh when they hear a bad joke that make you feel a little bit

you know

and you just think how much you like them and you think to yourself a lot that you'll tell them tomorrow or you'll at least talk to them tomorrow

but then you don't because seeing them makes you weirdly happy and fucking terrified at the same time

you know that feeling, jen?

i

never mind