Supernatural Oneshots English -CLOSED-

"I just wanted you to live!" DeanxReader

You kissed him on his forehead and tried to memorize his face as good as you could because you were pretty sure that after this he wouldn't want to see you anymore.

You stood back up and looked at him one last time. His eyes were closed and the massive physical damage began to heal since you made the deal. Not a deal with a demon. You weren't that stupid but with an angel.

Just an hour ago you two were on a hunting trip but the circumstances showed that just the two of you couldn't handle the job. You got knocked out and the monsters believed that you were dead because obviously they didn't kill you. Dean hadn't been that lucky.

You woke up on the cold hard ground to find him beaten up and barely breathing. You hurried to get him in to the car so you could get him to the motel but it wasn't easy for you to carry a man who was  two times bigger than yourself.

But eventually you got it and drove as fast as you could. You cried the whole time because you didn't know what to do. You couldn't reach Sam or Cas. You prayed for Cas the whole time but he didn't hear your prayers. You felt weak.

You draged him in to the bed and watched him die slowely. You were loosing your mind. He couldn't go out like that! That was not possible. You were walking around the room thinking about a soloution. Dean would kill you if you'd make a deal with a demon. So that was not an option. You thought about something else.

Cas wasn't the only angel out there. As this crossed your mind you started praying immidiatly.

"Please, sent me an angel so he or she can heal him. I'm willing to do anything."
That was a big promise and as you said that you heard wings flap.

You turned around just to see a man in a black suite and a smirk on his face.

"Oh, Y/N. Desprate times, huh? I am..."

"Just shut your face and fix him already.", you cut him of with a straight face. Dean could be gone any minute and then you would have to sell your soul to a deamon to bring him back. He would never forgive you. But you would do it anyway to save him.You stopped crying. You had to look tough.

"I have to tell you that the price for this is really..."

"I don't care!", you nearly screamed. That was the time you realized Cas helped you guys so many times not because he was an angel but because he was your friend.
And this angel was not, obviously. Cas never asked you for something in return.

"You sure?", he asked one last time and you agreed.
"Alright then. Dean is going to be pissed. But you have to deal with that."

He went to the bed and layed his hand on to Deans chest and you coverd your eyes to protect them from burning out.

"Shall we?", he said after he finished and you looked back at Dean.

"May I have a minute with him alone?", you asked not looking at him.

"Alright. But don't run. I'll find you."
You shook your head to show him that you wouldn't.

And now you were here watching him heal slowely. You kissed him on his mouth one last time and stayed there.

"I'm so sorry Dean. I love you.", you whispered and put your necklace on his chest. You were about to say something else as you heard wings flap and a hand on your shoulder.

"Time to go." Was the last thing you heard and Deans pretty face was the last thing you saw. What a beautiful thing to see last.

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You showed up in the exact same room but in a diffrent condition. Blood dripped out of wounds and the room seemed to spinn around you. You knew you were about to faint so you hurried to the bed as fast as you could.