Supernatural Oneshots English -CLOSED-

"There ain't no me if there ain't no you."

You woke up to the heavy sound of slippers lugging over the ground. You opened your eyes just a bit to see Dean walking into the kitchen in his robe with messy hair. His eyes were swollen from the lack of sleep.
You selpt on the couch this night because you were mad at all of them and you clearly heared him have his nightmares again. When you first moved in you heard him always scream and fight his demons. It stopped when you two accepted your feelings for each other and you slept in one bed. You had this calming effect on him.

But yesterday you were so mad and angry with them that you just grabbed your stuff and slept on the couch ignoring Deans protests. It really broke your heart to hear him suffer like that but you didn't go to him. You always give in and thats why Dean doesn't take you seriously when you're mad.

You closed your eyes again and listen to Dean making coffee. You thought about the argument you had with the three of them yesterday and tried to solve the problem. But it made you evan more angry remembering their attitude towards you.

You came back from a hunt and it went ridiculously bad because they didn't want you to get hurt. They didn't let you help and because of that Dean got shot, Sam got knocked out and they deep fried Cas. They were lucky you were the master of getting out of handcuffs. You stormed in with a blaster and shot everything what appeared infront of you.

As it wasn't bad enough that they handcuffed you to the steering wheel they had the courage to yell at you why the hell you went in there when you were told not to. You were unprofessional and that they couldn't let you alone for a minute for your own safety and that your behavior was irresponsible. Cas would've handled it and you could've gotten killed.
You saved their damn asses and they got pissed. After that you exploded in the car and said everything what came to your mind. Pretty heavy stuff and silence followed you the whole ride back home.

After everyone got up you had to stand up too eventually. You folded your blanket and went to the bathroom to get ready. After that you went to the kitchen and they hushed as you came in.

"Morning.", Sam greeted you but you didn't bother to answer.
"Y/N we know you are pissed. We get why. Let's hug it out.", Cas tried and you rolled your eyes. You grabbed your cup of coffee and went to the living room without saying a word. Dean sat down before you and you could see how every movement was hurting him. So you went to the bathroom to grab some bandages and medicine.

You went back to the couch and sat down next to him and pulled his Shirt up after opening the first-aid-kit. When he realized what you were doing he took of his shirt and leaned back in the couch. The wound was barely vetted. They just pushed some bandages on it and wrapped another one around it. They didn't even clean the wound and you shook your head.

You were mad at him but that didn't mean you didn't care about him anymore. So you took of his bandages slowly and started to clean the wound carefully. He took a sharp breath when he felt the fabric on his wound but he didn't complain. You went on with some alcohol and gave him a beer when you realized that the wound nedded some stitches. When you you made the first stitch he grabbed your hand and you stopped immidiatly until he took his hand off. It didn't take you long to finish and you wrapped him up with some bandages so it would suck in the blood. You stopped most of the bleeding but you had to make sure.
As you finished you packed everything and wanted to stand up when he grabbed your hand.

"Y/N. Please." You freed yourself from his grip and went to the bathroom without another word.
It was around nine o'clock in the evening and you still didn't say a word to the boys. When you left your room to get some snacks you saw all three of them sitting on the couch and looking at you with puppy eyes. You just rolled your eyes and went past them. You found your self a movie and some snacks and when you turned around you froze. Each of them were making funny faces and you couldn't believe it.