Supernatural Oneshots English -CLOSED-

The real crush

You worked yourself through all the dusty boxes and there was just one left which you didn't open up. So you took that one and started to open it when you heared footsteps downstairs.

"Dean? Could you throw away the boxes I marked red? I'm keeping the unmarked ones.", you yelled and heared him huffle.

"Babe, there are 3 marked boxes out of ten.", he yelled back and you chuckled.

"No one said it would be easy to get me out of my own house.", you answered and finally got to open up the box. After 5 years  of a resltionship and more than 7 years knowing each other you were ready and kind of forced to move into the bunker.

"Finally.",you mumbled to yourself and looked inside of it. A wide smile appeared on your face and you couldn't believe you still had all this stuff. You grabbed the box and went to the letter to get down.
It was really difficult to climb down with the box under your arm and as you reached the last few steps you stumbled and you would have kissed the floor when Dean wouldn't have been there to catch you.

"Easy...I'd like to have you alive.", he said smiling at you and his green eyes were amused.

"Well...I'd like to be alive too...that's why I'm moving.", you joked and freed yourself from his arms and went to the empty living room and sat down on the floor in the middle of the room.

"What? I thought you moved in because you wanted too.", Dean said pouting and came in too.
"I do, jackass.", you said rolling your eyes and patted next to you,"Com'ere. I'll show you something."
He came over and sat down crossing his legs and looked at you.
You opened the box and emptied the box on the floor.

"What...is this?", Dean said with furrowed brows and took a picture of Johnny Depp.

"That...is my first crush.", you laughed and took the picture. "You're kidding me right?", he said with wide eyes and I shook my head.

"These...are my crushes. My posters, fan articles, gossip about them. I guess I have some fan fiction in here too.", you laughed remembering the old days. You had the most crazy crushes on different people throughout your college time.

"Oh..look. I got one from Robin Williams too."

"You had a crush on him?!", he looked very shocked and you laughed.

"No. He was one of my favorite actors. He still is. He was this funny guy for everyone but very troubled inside. That made him very intresting. Some I liked for the looks, like Brad Pitt but some I liked for their looks and their charakter. For example: Ryan Renolds. He is a great actor but also a great family guy. Did you ever see him with his daughter? And how he treats his wife? Just a great man.", you explained and put the picture aside which you cut out of a magazine.

You worked yourself through a bunch of pictures from Orlando Bloom, The Rock, Ryan Renolds, Johnny Depp, Brad Pitt ans so on. You didn't realize that Deans mood changed. He wasn't smiling anymore and you were confused when he hot up without a word and left your living room.

"Dean?" He didn't answer. So you furrowed your brows and put all the things back into the box and marked it red.
You got up and followed him outside. He was standing on your porch with his hands in his pockets and seemed very deep in thoughts. You walked up to him and put your hand gently on his arm to gain his attention.

"Hey. What's going on?", you asked him and you didn't expect his next answer.
"Maybe we shouldn't do this."

Your mouth fell open and you couldn't quite understand for a second what he meant.

"Do what?"

"Move together. Get serious."

Okay, what happened to the playfull Dean 0.002 seconds ago. You stood infront of him and forced him to look into your eyes.

"Alright. Spit it out. What happened?"

"Nothing. I just realized that I can't give you everything you want. Not a perfect family, not a perfect life and all that.", he said and shurgged which made you gasp. You knew what was going on.

"You're bot talking about what I said inside about those actors are you? Because that's bullshit."

"But you are right. I win't be able to give you kids because I don't want to put a new life into this horrible world where I could get killed any second. I can't offer you a house where you can invite our friends over for a barbecue. There is no room for that in my life and I want you to have that. But I'm not the one.", he explained and you raised your brows in disbelieve.

"You're serious, aren't you?", you said still not getting where this came from.
"You're...you're seriousohmygod.", You pressed out and took his hand to drag hin back in.

"This...", you pointed at the box,"Is trash. It is every tenage girls thing. To fangirl. That's the verb for it." You stepped back and pointed at him and the house around you,"This...is reality. This is what I love. And I'm not gonna lose it because you sre beeing an Idiot. Not happenning. Dean those are in the past and I ain't a fine woman who can live that life anyway. I wanna be with you and your life. I wanna kill some bastards, save people. You are my real crush.", you said and paused for a second.

"No scratch that. You are my love and I'm down for that. So quit acting like a pussy. And don't you dare push me away Mr.", you warned him and took his hand and you could see how a smile appeared on his face.

"You are one crazy woman.", he said and gave you a little kiss.

"Yeah and this crazy woman wants to get out of here and into her new home. So if your highness is finished with girl-drama, could he throw the trash out?", I joked and he chuckled.

"Oh you betcha.", he said and took the marked box filled with my old crushes with a proud grinn.