Are you ready?

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You walked into the bunker, threw the duffle bag into a corner walked through the Map-room, aiming to your room

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You walked into the bunker, threw the duffle bag into a corner walked through the Map-room, aiming to your room. It was after a hard, power sucking, head hurting, heart breaking, horrible hunt. You just wanted to lie down and sleep forever.

You opened up the door and watched the room before you stepped in. You took off your jacket and kicked off your shoes before laying down on the bed. You pulled your knees to your chest and pulled the blanket over your body. You closed your eyes, hoping the images would fade away and the headache would stop. But neither happened.

Suddenly you felt an arm wrap around your stomach and a chest pressed against your chest. You didn't open your eyes but moved your hand to lay it over his and snuggled in his chest. He tangled his legs with yours as he always did when you cuddled.

"Remember our first time sleeping in one bed?", he mumbled into your hair and you smiled remembering.

"Y/N would you stop already?!", Dean sighed in annoyance as you moved for the fourth time in the last ten minutes.

"I'm sorry. I'm done.", you apologized and demanded your brain to calm the heck down. You two were out on a hunt and you had to take one room because there weren't any other left. Dean said he would sleep in Baby but you couldn't let him do that. So you ended up in one bed with shirtless Dean.

Every now and then your foot or hand or elbow would touch him and finally Dean lost it. He turned around to you, pulling you to his chest by wrapping his arms around you. Your eyes shut wide open as he snuggled his nose into your neck and exhaled.

"I will hold you all night if I have to, to keep you still.", he mumbled sleepy and tension in your body grew with every minute. Yeah, you didn't move all night long but you didn't close your eyes either. You were too busy concentrating on his body pressed against yours.

"You looked like a zombie the day after.", he chuckled and you had to grinn.

"Remeber the first time I confessed my love?", he asked and you kept breathing steadily.

"Would you please listen for a second?", Dean said a second time and you walked away.

"No! Stay away Winchester.", you said angrily and wanted to leave when he grabbed your wrist to stop you.

"I know your angry with me but you gotta understand. I didn't have a choice."

"You always have a fucking choice! Now let me go or..", you started furiously but he cut you off.

"Or what?"

"Or I will kick your ass. I'll fight you off with my bra if I have to!", you growled and he started to smirk which made you smack ist arm.

"I don't want you to be mad at me.", he added and you rolled your eyes.

"Stay away.", you said once again and freed yourself from his grip.

"Alright. You don't leave me a choice here. There it goes. Y/N I let you down so you wouldn't get hurt or die on me. I let you down because I love you."

You stopped immidiatly and couldn't breath for a second. This asshole refused to admit his feelings all this time and now he gave in. Now, when he knew that you wanted to hear those three words for a long time. This little bag of dicks told you this right now so you wouldn't be mad anymore.

"Oh you better start running Winchester.", you said turning aound slowly. "Because I now I will definetly kick your pretty ass." and with that you started chasing him.

"You can be pretty fast if you want.", he laughed and gave you a kiss on your shoulder.
You wanted to turn around to face him but somehow you couldn't. You wanted to see him, kiss him, tell him how much you loved him but you couldn't

"Babe, you know I love you right?", he whispered in you ears and you nodded. You heard footsteps in distance coming closer and you got nervous.

"Y/N?" His voice sounded different but you didn't open up your eyes.

"Are you ready?", he asked and in that moment you shut your eyes open to see Sam in the doorframe. Before you said anything you looked behind to see an emtpty half of the bed. Cold. Lonley.

Tears build up in your eyes and your sight became unclear. You shot up as if the bed was on fire and walked over to Sam. Shivering.

"I must have fell asleep.", you said and your voice broke. Sam pulled you to his body and you burried your face into his chest sobbing. He let you cry running his hands over your back to calm you.

"Are you ready?", he asked when you stopped crying and just hickups were shaking you. Hearing those excact same words sent shivers down your back and you freed yourself from his hugg. You shot the door behind you and locked it with the key you wore as a necklace. After that you took a piece of paper out of your pocket.

Dean Winchester Room 204

You took out the old name tag which was from an the previous men of letters off the wall and replaced it with the new one. Dean wanted his name on this wall after he died so the next one who moved in would know who lived here once.
You ran your shaking fingertips over his name and exhaled heavily to controll your emotions.

"He deserved better than this.", you said under your breath and Sam stepped closer putting an arm around your shoulders.

"He did."

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