Supernatural Oneshots English -CLOSED-

"Family don't end in blood."

"No."

"What do you mean no? You have to go to college I mean it is important..."

"I said 'No'!", you exploded and their eyes widened in shock.

"Watch your tone kiddo.", Dean said and pointed at you with his finger which made you roll your eyes.

"Alright. That's enough. No hunting for you.", Dean said angry and placed his hands on his hips.

"W-what? No! You can't do that!", you said shocked and glared at them.

"Hell I can. I wanted to send you to Jody's but she has enough of your kind making problems. She would have raised you well but we do what we can alright? So as long as you are under our roof you'll listen to me, do you understand?"

That hurt. He didn't really want you here. He just took you in because Jody had no time for another troubled teen ager.  That was far across the line.

"I don't have to do anything you say. You're not my father, you're not my brothers, I'm not even related to you! You're not my family so you don't get to tell me what to do or not. I won't go to college. I will keep hunting wether you like it or not. I don't care.", you said angry and left the room without caring about their hurt expression.
You slammed your door as soon as you reached your room, threw yourself onto the bed and plugged in your headphones to shut out the fucking world.

You don't remember how much time passed but it was after several hours when someone knocked on your door. You just closed your eyes again and didn't answer knowing that whoever it was they would come in anyway.
You concentrated on the music blasting through your headphones while the matress went down a bit under the weight of the person.
You were forced to open up your eyes to see Sam when he slightly touched your leg.
You sat up sighing and plugged out your headphones and put them on to the night desk.

"Yeah?",you said showing your disinterest in what he was going to say.

"How are you feelin'?", he asked and you raised a brow because that was not what you expected.

"You two said some pretty heavy stuff out there...I mean you gotta feel somethin' I guess.", he added and you exhaled in annoyance.

"I'm angry. With both of you. And I'm hurt. Kinda. I mean I thought you guys let me move in because you wanted to. Because you saw me as a little sister. Because you wanted to train me so I could be a woman of letters. But I guess I interpreted to much in our relation and you guys saw me as a weight. Like everyone else I ever knew.", you said looking down to your fingers and it bothered you that you were so vulnerable so you shrugged it off.

"But I don't care. Whatever. I'll just leave in a couple of days when I find somethin' I turned 18 this year so it won't be a problem I guess.", you said and stood up to get to your desk.

"Y/N that's absolutely not what Dean meant. You are like a sister to us. I mean you got so much from us that it is sometimes frighting to know that we aren't blood related. What shows me once again that family don't end in blood like Bobby told us once. I mean look at you. You're the perfect mix of both of us. Maybe because you kinda grew up with us. You definetly got the same temper as Dean and the same odd taste in music and clothes. But you're also college material. I mean Dean is a smartass but college would be hell for him. You're kinda nerd like me too. You're great at research. Hacking things. I mean you learned a lot from Charlie. Not to forget you don't eat this junkfood Dean brings home every now and then. You cook healthy for us and Dean eats it wether he likes it or not and that alone shows his love for you."

"Yeah so let me be myself. I want to be a fulltime hunter. I don't want to study. That's lame."

"You don't get it do you?", Sam said suddenly and you looked over to him. Oh no. He looked really upset and the one thing about Sam was that it was really hard to get him upset. But if he got upset you were the one who was wrong. Dean had his temper. He was emotional and would explode but Sam, Sam was patient. He always listend and tried to understand.
But now? He reached his limit so he stood up to leave and you sighed.

"Sam..", you sighed but he shook his head.

"I don't get why you would throw away family and home just because you don't wanna go to college. You wanna hunt? Go ahead please yourself. But don't forget that we will have to cremate you and deal with your loss when your gone. Just keep that in mind.", he said before closing the door and leaving you behind. You thre yourself again on your bed and groaned in the pillows to free your frustration.

After several hours thinking about what you said, what he said and you wanted to do you decided that Sam was kinda right. You wouldn't give up hunting, you would just hunt with them and wouldn't get into trouble this way. Well not that much trouble and you would take some classes.
So you got up and went to the main room.

"Guys?", you yelled but no one answered so you went into the kitchen.

"Dean? Sam?", you yelled again but they weren't here either. You were just about to leave the kitchen when a note catched your eye.

Will be back soon, SD

Just this nothing else. You were a little grumpy about that. They just left you without saying anything but you smiled when you realized that this was your chance. You would make up for your dumbness this morning.

***

After several incidents, burnt things and hours you were ready and proud of your work. The table was set with diffrent types of food all made by yourself.
You knew that both of them loved a good homemade dinner so you made some stake and mashed potatos, some salad for Sams conscience and some good wine.

You just took the beer out when the bunker door opened and they came down the stairs. You put on a happy smile and played nervously with your hands. Sam just stood there staring at the table and Dean walked past you with a straight face.

"Oh come on Dean!", you sighed and turned around to him. "Look I'm sorry alright?", you said and waited for him to say something.

"You can't say stuff like that and pick up your steak and except that I'll be happy with it.", he said not facing you and you lifted a eyebrow.

"Dean you're being a hypocrite. I'm not the only one who talked shit and I'm trying to make up for it. I even thought about a soloution.", you offered and put your hands in your pockets.

"You did?", Sam said suddenly and you smiled at him.

"Yeah! While you were god knows where I thought about everything and realized that you had a point."

"I told ya.", Dean jumped in but you just rolled your eyes.

"But I do too. I mean I was raised up from you guys, you can't really expect from me to live an apple pie life. I know that you want me safe and happy and all comfy but to be honest that's not how life is. Life is cruel, life is bad, life sucks. I mean my family threw me away for their own safety, that's not nice...but you found me. You're the only family I know and I realized that now! So I decided to take some classes when you let me hunt with you." Long silence followed your speech and Dean turned around eventually.

"The steak looks good.", he said and made you smile. Dean wasn't good at apologies but that was just fine with you.

"I bet it tastes better.", he said and looked at you with a tiny grin and hugged you. You burried your face into his chest and breathed his scent in and remebered how he would let you in his bed as a kid when you got scared.

"I love you kiddo.", he said and gave you a kiss on your head and you hugged him tighter before you pulled away.

"I also made pie. It should be ready after dinner.", you said grinning and Sam laghed giving you a quick hugg.

"Awesome.", Dean said and walked into the kitchen to bring the plates. Sam put a arm around you and you rested your head on his shoulder.

"You know how to wrap us around your pinky, don't you?", he said amused and you pinched him in his side laughing.

"Of course. You are my brothers after all."