Supernatural Oneshots English -CLOSED-

"You owe me 20 buddy."

You've had enough. For the past year you dealt with so much and you tried to go easy on Sam after he came back from hell and lost his soul.

But this was too much. Cheating on you was too much.
You convinced yourself that it wasn't Sam when he started talking about you like the girl from next door. You accepted that he didn't care about you as much as he used to. Like a few weeks ago you were involved in a hunt and were literally about to die when Dean had to save you because Sam had other plans.

You swallowed a lot of things but this. This was way over your line.
You were packing your stuff when Sam bursted in.

"Y/N. What are you doing?", he asked you calmly and you wanted to punch him in the face. But you didn't.

"What does it look like? I'm going.", you answered without looking at him.

"Look it was a one time thing. I'm sorry. It won't happen again. Just stay. Dean said..."

"Fuck off Sam! You are not sorry. You're just here pretending to be sorry because Dean told you so. I tried. I really did. But I'm only human too so fuck off or I swear to god I will kill you.", you yelled at him and you could feel your whole body shaking from anger.

"Y/N. I honestly didn't mean to hurt you. Why would I? I just want you to stay 'til I get my soul back.", he started again and you were about to loose it.

"We've been through too much. Hell I've been through too much. Even if you get your soul back...I don't think that we will work. So please. Don't contact me ever again. Never." You grabbed your stuff and rushed to the exit. You stuffed everything into your Mustang and slammed the door.

Dean showed up in your window when you started the engine.

"Y/N. You're making a mistake. It wasn't Sam that did that. He has no soul. He will kill me if I let you go now. You gotta stay. You were his only emotional point."

"No Dean. His soullessness can't be an excuse for everything. I can't take it anymore. He has no emotions. Not anymore I guess.", you prepared your car to get out of the garage which was standing next to the Impala.

"Just stay away from me okay?", was the last thing you said before you drove out of the garage to the highway.

***

They didn't call you. They didn't look for you. They let you go. After over a year the whole in your chest healed. It wasn't a wound anymore but the whole remained there. You didn't want it to go away because it reminded you of Sam. You remembered the good times and the bad times.

After a while you stopped thinking about him all day. You settled down and took jobs in your town. You changed your number, your home and even your name so the Winchesters wouldn't find you.

You just had one tiny thing in common left. Bobby. He told you when there was a job somewhere near your hometown and you dealt with it.
You tried to date some guys but it wouldn't work. Like today you had a date with this really handsome doctor who was living down the street. He tried to take you out a couple times but you refused politely every time.

He was a good friend and you knew it wouldn't work out and you didn't want to ruin your friendship.
You had dinner together and watched a movie after wards. You had this weird feeling in your stomach but couldn't say what it was the whole day. He knew something was off so he didn't bother you any longer and left after the movie.

"I had a great night.", he said standing on your porch.

"Yeah me too.", you said with a little smile and wrapped your cardigan around your body because it was cold outside.