Confessions of an in Love Blogger (Complete)

Chapter 2: Date Failures and Dreams

Confession #2: All good things come in threes or in my case...oh hell I lost count. That happens when you meet a guy that is so fine, dirty thoughts instantly enter the mind just looking at him. I'm a very sexual person but I think I just over maxed on my peak. Quote of the day: "A man can sleep around, no questions asked, but if a woman makes nineteen or twenty mistakes she's a tramp." - Joan Rivers

I accepted the job and was more than thankful for that blessing. I was past tired and coming home to a empty house every day after work is something I wasn't used to. I went on date after day and every single last one of them was failure after failure.

"Tonight was the epic failure of all failures Rocqi!" I whined. I heard her laughing on the other end of the phone. "I'm sorry Lai' but what do you expect for online dating ma? All of them can't be perfect." She says while giglling. I sigh. "I know but can at least one go by where I'm not paying for the bill or having to meet someone who they are not who they say they are. I mean damn the brotha tonight was caught cheating on his fiance' for christ sakes! I don't have time for the babymama drama. I don't blame her for beating his ass in that resturaunt all the way to the car." I say while laughing still remembering the expression on Jerome's face when ol girl came to the table. "Well you know what mama used to always tell us." I sigh. "Usted tiene que besar a algunas ranas para encontrar a su verdadero príncipe. (You have to kiss a few frogs to find your true prince.)" We say in unison and burst out laughing. "I mean look at me and Mark. We have been through hell and back. In the end we have two beautiful children together and we are closer than ever. We have our bumps in the road but we work them out." I sigh for the fifth time tonight. "Enough with the sighing already. Ahora mueve el culo y vuelve a intentarlo (Now get your ass up and try again.)" I gigle. "Ok ok I'm going. I'm going. Make sure you kiss them for me and I'll be by Friday to get them." We say our goodbyes and hang up.

It was still kind of early so since my date was cut so short I decided to take a bubble bath with some Anita Baker and candles with a glass of white wine. As I sat in the tub and let the jets massage my aching back I began to drift off to sleep.

The Dream----------------------------------------------------------------

I walked into the house to see a trail of red and white rose petal with candles lighting the way. The soft glow of the candle light was perfect and so sexy. As I walked the trail only H-Town "Knockin' The Boots" and the sound of my creme red bottoms could be heard. I came to the stairs of the livingroom. I stopped and looked around only to find nothing but the fire place lit. Behind me I heard him clear his throat. I crack a smile but I don't move. I feel his breath on my neck as he moved my hair to one side as he ran his hand gently down my neck causing my breath to quicken. He trailed kisses from my ear to my shoulder blade. Each kiss causing me to shiver. "Close your eyes." He whispered in my ear. I did as I was told. I felt him run his hands down my arms. He guided me as I kept my eyes closed. He took his time and stripped me out of my dress. I could feel his presence in front of me. He picked me up and laid me on the couch. He trailed kisses from my stomach, down my hip to my inner thigh causing me to arch my back. He pulled my panties off with his teeth leaving a trail of heat in its wake. He kissed my pearl and nibbled at it. I started to grind. The more he licked and sucked the harder i rode. My back was arched so high my toes was in balls and I was shaking. I moaned out as I reached my climax as it hit me in waves. I just laid there out of breath and on a natural high.

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The dream was cut short from cold water and my doorbell. I stepped out the tub and could barely stand. I threw on a pair of sweat pants and a sports bra and rushed to the door. "I'm coming!" I looked out the peephole and snatched the door open. "What the hell Airec?!" I said through my teeth. He stood with most of his weight on his right side with 2 boxes of pizza,vodka and cookie dough ice cream. "Well if you would've answered my damn calls then you would have knoooown that I was here and I wouldn't have had to keep ringing your door bell. I smirked at him remembering why I was unable to answer his call. I step to the side to let him in. I instantly stuck my hand out before he could step any further. "Food first." He chuckled. I gladly took the box of pizza and headed to the kitchen with him hot on my heels in the process. I turned to grab some plates, bowls and glasses. Every friday we have drinks and eat pizza with ice cream. "So spill. How was the date?" I cut my eyes at him with that do you really wanna know look. "That bad?" I snorted. "So bad that his fiance' came to the resturaunt and beat his ass all the way to the car with the kids in the damn car!" I just left. It was ridiculous!" I took a shot just thinking about it. He giggled. I looked over to him. "Damn  honey that was bad. Here you deserve anotha drink." He said pouring another shot and sliding it over to him. "Cheers." we say in unison and down the drinks.

After a while he was rambling on about his current boy toy. I was thinking about that dream and how it felt so real.  How just the touch of his lips on my skin made my pussy stand at attention and start thumping like it has its own heart beat. I was in deep thought. "I had a dream about Chance." After that Airec stopped in mid sentence and jus looked at me. "YOU DID WHAT NOW?" He asked so loud he echoed through the apartment. "Ssssssh. Airec I do have neighbors man damn. And its not that big of a deal. I was just a silly dream." He watched me as I fixed some more Ice cream and got 2 more slices of pizza so I wouldn't have to look at him. "I have nothing to say." I knew he was lying and he knew that would cause me to turn around and look at him and completely stop what I was doing. It did just that. "Say what now?" I asked as I grabbed my food and sat back at the island across from him. "I have nothing to say. I mean it's obvious the man is practically infatuated by you. He watches your every move." I shook my head at him. "Ugh there is no way. Plus it was only a stupid dream." He was about to say something but I cut him off before he could utter a word. "Shut up and eat your food." He chuckled and continued on with his food and his story.