My diary

Dear diary 19

My two best friends ended their friendship and it breaks my heart. But I respect their decision.

It's just that we were the three amigos, you know? It's been that way for 3 years and now it's over.

We had so many plans like to live in a mansion together. Or even just a regular house. I was looking forward to those plans. It was going to be great.

And no it's not that they're just mad at each other cause of a little argument. They talked it through, they let out their feelings about drifting apart. I never knew how far they drifted. We talked almost everyday and we had the best plans.

We always had each other's back. I thought it would always be that way.

But it was probably for the best. One of them made a new friend and the other felt left out... I'm heartbroken. I've lost a lot of friends because of the move.

And then I lost it all. I let my guard down for just a second and BAM! It hit me right in the face. I thought we were inseparable. We were on top of the world.. If I was ever sad I would just type something in the group chat and they would immediately make me smile.

It's just too much to deal with. I'm so depressed. You may say "oh people have it worse than you, you're just being a bitch". I KNOW PEOPLE HAVE IT WORSE THAN ME! YOU SAYING THAT IS NOT GOING TO MAKE ME ANY HAPPIER! Just because people have it worse than me doesn't mean I can't be sad.

We were the squad goals