Cliché, Complicated and Confusing.

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"I can't believe were doing this." Emily says as she looks at Noah. "Dads gonna kill us all." She puts on her sunglasses and sighs. "Were doing this for you."

"So whats the plan? We go in there with her?" Noah asks.

"Yeah, pretend like we have an appointment." Emily says.

"Are we sure about this? If someone sees us he is going to jail." I say and Noah shrugs

"Chance you'll have to take." Noah shrugs and I get out the car. The plan was simple. I attend one of his psychiatrist appointments and pour my heart out. I could get a final and clear closure. We walk into the building trying to not cause too much attention. I tell the lady I have an appointment and she tells me the room as we all walk in together.

"You came." Freddie says sitting up on the couch. He looked better than few months ago.

"We'll wait outside." Emily says and I nod. The psychiatrist was sitting on the chair and smiles at me. "You must be Freya. I'm Isabelle."

"Hi." I nod. "Nice to meet you." I shake her hand and sit down next to Freddie on the couch away from him. I felt like I needed Emily and Noah here with me. Why did they have to wait outside?

"Okay so let's start with why you're here." She says and I run my hand through my fingers.

"He ruined my relationship with my boyfriend." I say putting it out there.

"You guys broke up?" He asks looking at me. I ignore his question as Isabelle looks at me.

"I have heard a lot of about your relationship. From his side. But why would you think he ruined your current relationship?" Isabelle asks

"My boyfriend and I broke up because he assumed I still had feelings for Freddie."

"Why would he assume that?"

"I didn't press charger after he held me hostage." I tell her. "I defend him eventhough he did so much against my family and me."

"I think you defend him because you love him." Isabelle says. "You don't have to be inlove with him, just love him."

"Maybe." I say and she nods.

"What makes it so hard to move on?" She asks

"I see him everywhere. He tells me confusing things. I'm not the 17 year old girl who was excited an older guy was into her. Yet, I picture what would have happened if he actually didn't betray me."

"Would you guys still be together?"

"Yes." I honestly say. "I could see it happening." Freddie looks at me and bites my lip. "But someone who has it in them to do such a thing to me... Or my family. I'm glad were done."

"Freddie would you want to let her move on."

"I want her to be happy." Freddie sighs.

"Do you see why Freddie did what he did?"

"He came after my mom. His mom had a grudge and convinced him to take revenge. He put an abortion pill in her drink. You killed my little sister or brother."

"It was either my mom or your sibling." He says. "I had no choice. I was sure I threw the drink out before she drank it but I must have got the wrong glass."

"I get that but does my mom? Does my dad?" I sigh and look away from him. "It was karma. You killed my moms baby and then your baby got killed." I say. "I'm passed it all. I just want to take responsibility for getting pregnant and letting myself be fooled."