I woke up suddenly from a dream that startled me. I married Cyn again. That's ridiculous because we'd never get back together. Even if I divorce Yoko any time soon I'm not going to re-marry Cyn again. Besides, she's married.
Yoko wasn't in bed when I woke up. Sean was with the nanny. I spend most of my days just watching tv and strumming on my guitar. There was a programme about my life on the tv. 'Let's see what shit they say about me' I thought. How could somone make a documentary about my life if they hardly fucking know me? These types of people piss me off because they think they know so much about me, and 9 times out of 10 they end up saying the wrong info about me anyway. Oh well. I'll watch this anyway.
As the programme got onto the part of Cyn and I, I felt a pang of sadness shoot through my heart. Just seeing the pictures of the two of us reminded me of the times when I actually felt happy. The programme made me sound like an arsehole when talking about our marriage and how much I cheated on her and treated her horribly. I was riddened with guilt. For the rest of the day, all I could think about was how much I treated Cyn like shit.
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I Want You Back, Cyn
RomanceIt's the year 1980 and John has been doing alot of thinking about Cynthia. He is feeling so guilty about the way he treated her in the past. He realises how much he actually needs her, but will she want to start over again with John after all of the...
