I Want You Back, Cyn

Chapter 7

I rang Cyn hesitantly and I was nervous as hell. I needed to talk to her. I needed her and wanted her and I want to start bonding with Julian properly again. I've been feeling so guilty about him because I should have been a better dad. I dialed her number and waited anxiously as the dial tone began. Hello? She said in her soothing, soft voice that I love so much. That was the voice I needed to hear when I was feeling under pressure and lonely on tours. Her voice comforted me. I must've not spoke straight away because I heard her say Hello who is this? I said nervously:

It's me, Cyn.
Oh hold on I'll just get Julian for you.
N-No I want to talk to you.
John I'm rather busy right now and besides why would you want to talk to me?
Please just listen, c-could you and Julian come to New York?
Yes I can send Julian over for you, but why do you need me to come with him?
Please Cyn it's urgent. I need to talk to you in person.
But John I can't just pack my bags and set off to New York. What about my Husband? He'd get suspicious and Why would you want me there when Yoko is around?
She's away on a business meeting for 4 days. Please come as soon as you can, I'll get Fred to pick the both of you up from the airport.
Okay John we'll come as soon as we can on the next flight, we'll pack our bags. Bye then.
That's perfect. Bye Cyn.

Cyn rang again a few hours later and said that they were about to get on the plane. I felt my heart beat fast and panic hit me. What am I supposed to say to her? What wil she say to me? Will she want me back? I hardly slept that night because of worry and my mind was racing all night.

The next morning I sent Fred off to pick Cyn and Julian up. I felt as though my heart was going to jump out of my chest. I was very excited to spend time with Julian, but very nervous to talk to Cyn. I had no idea what I was going to say. I spent that half hour pacing the living room.

As Fred came back with them, Cyn gave me a slight smile as I scooped Julian up in my arms to hug him. I chatted with Julian for a while and cooked him something to eat. I let Cyn get settled in the spare bedroom, I glanced over at Fred and he took Julian out for a few hours. This was it. I needed Cyn back, but just how was she going to react?