Jaded

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My name is Amy Marie Hale. This is my.... Journal? Yes, sure.

I'm sitting in a Emergency Room as I write this down.

My life is not what I dreamt it to be. I thought it would be. I was going to be a writer, I was going to marry the man I've been with since I was fourteen. We were going to have three children and have an apple pie life. It was going to be perfect.

I don't know what happened. By the time I turned twenty five, I didn't want that. It was like I was having a midlife crisis. My life was boring, my fiancee, Gabriel, was bland, and I didn't know what I needed from life. Not wanted, needed. I was miserable, I thought I was sick, I was sitting in my room never leaving, not eating, doing nothing.

Then I met him. I met the damn Rock Legend that is Steven Tyler. It was so weird. He was charming, funny, sweet, anything you'd hear him to be. I fell head over heals. I thought it was a fan crush. Something to make my life seem fun and interesting. The next few months proved me so wrongs.

Don't get me wrong. Gabriel is everything I want. He's stable and listening and loves me. But I felt nothing for him. And with Steven, things were different.

Let me see if I can explain it all in this journal. Then maybe you'll understand more of what was going on in my life

Amy

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