The Fight For Our Love: Sequal To Which One

chapter 4

Two weeks later.
Me and Cai started dating and we've been dating for just a week and Mike has been acting weird and over protective lately. But it's whatever I find it cute. We were running around the house playing and we ended up at the other end of his house where his office is and he pinned me against the wall tickling me and he just stopped out of no where and walked closer to me and gave me this seductive ass look. It immediately made my knees week but I held it in and just stood there. He put his forehead on mine and I was so close to kissing him.

Lelani no. You have Cai and Mike is your bestfriend. You don't need to mess up your relationship. I said to myself
"Dammit Mike." I turned my head and moved out from under him and went in one of the guest rooms and layed on the bed thinking about what just happened.

I can't believe I almost kissed him. I'm sure he doesn't have feelings for me anyway. He's always stuck up some other bitches ass. Mike's good to me but I could never make him as happy as that girl Mariah does. She comes before me anyway. He's not as perfect as he seems out to be. He's a ass sometimes. I ask him to do something for me and it's like pulling his damn teeth but Mariah ask and it's done in like 5.2 seconds. He obviously love her more and is going to always so it doesn't even matter. I zoned out and realized I was crying. I wiped away my tears. Damn I love that nigga more than I love my damn self. I heard and knock on the door and he walked in.

"Look Lelani I almost kissed you but i was just caught up in the moment. And you're my best friend. But i don't have any feelings for you. Don't get me wrong you are beautiful and have a amazing personality I just love Mariah and you can say I don't know what love is but this is it but anyway like I said you are beautiful and have a amazing personality I just don't feel the same. I'm sorry." It took my everything to hold in my tears while he told me that. Especially the he loved Mariah part. That hit me like a ton of bricks. I got up and walked out. I had tears streaming down my face so thank god he didn't follow me I got my keys and left. I pulled over at this park and locked my doors. I sat there for a minute and eventually started smoking my weed. I needed to get over Mike and fast but it's so damn hard. Every time I turn around he is leading me on and then he uses that lame as excuse when he is about to kiss me? Tf? Or every time I would see him doing something cute everything would flash before my eyes and I would fall in love all over again. I felt myself getting relaxed and layed back and eventually fell asleep.
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I woke up and I had 18 missed calls.
15 from Mike
1 from Tyler
2 from Cai
I called Cai back.
"Hey baby girl do you still want me to go to the doctor with you?" I took my phone away from my ear and looked at the time I had a appointment in 30 minutes.
"Yeah I'm on my way to get you now. I'll be there in 10."

I pulled up to his house and went and got in the passenger's seat. I didn't want to drive. He got in and drove off.

"How is your day going?"

"Good." I lied. We drove half way there in silence and he pulled over and took off my sunglasses. He looked at me and saw my eyes were low and red. I was still a little high.

"What the hell Kehlani? Have you been smoking?" I nodded my head. "Why?"

"I just needed to relax." There's no way I could really tell him why. Like oh I'm in love with Mike and I have been and he told me he doesn't have feelings for me and loves someone else and that crushed me. Ha yeah I don't think so.

"You could've relaxed some other way. Don't turn to weed for relaxation. Now what's really wrong? Cuz I'm not buying that relaxing bull shit Kehlani."

"I'm just really nervous about this appointment. I'm scared about what they're gonna tell me." He grabbed my hand.

"Everything is going to be okay. I'll be there every step of the way." He kept my hand in his until we pulled up to the doctors office and got out and we immediately held hands again. I walked in and after 5 minutes they called my name.