There's this hole in my chest, and I can't seem to get rid of it.
It's this growing pain, and it spreads throughout my body like a disease.
My lungs don't work right anymore.
My heart doesn't work right anymore.
Where my blood used to flow, is now filled with tears that I've held back.
Why doesn't anyone notice that I'm losing my mind?
I'm not okay, I'm not. Nothing is okay, nothing ever was okay.
'what's wrong?'
Everything, I want to hurt myself in the ways I've hurt everyone else. I want people to know that I'm crying and screaming myself to sleep.
'nothing, I'm okay.'
