Washed (A One Direction fanfiction)(Original)

Chapter 37- No one in the world deserves this

Liam’s POV

I blasted through Harry’s doors and I heard him snoring really loudly. It was almost unbearable. I looked to the bed and I saw that Hannah hasn’t even been in this room yet. Well where the hell could she have gone???? The only clue I had was that her bag was gone off the table.

Hannah’s POV

“Thanks for giving me a ride Niall.” I thanked Niall as we headed to Dunkin Donuts near the downtown area.

“No problem!!!! So why do you want me to drive you to a coffee shop at……” He paused for a second. He looked at the clock and continued, “2 in the morning. I thought you were with Harry??”

“Well….” I trailed off.

“Fuck, what happened??” Niall asked with concern. I looked to him and sighed. Do I really want to tell him what happened??? I can’t possibly start explaining something I don’t understand!!! I don’t even know what to do!!!! I can’t choose and I feel trapped.

“Tell me Hannah. I will help you feel free again, not trapped. When we get there explain the whole thing to me, from the beginning. Then I will try and help you figure out what is wrong. You can count on me to keep this a secret, unless it involves one of my mates getting hurt, and then I might have to tell.” He smiled at me.

“You’re such a great friend Niall. It’s a no brainer why all your fans love you.” I complimented him.

“Yeah, I love my girls. I couldn’t ask for better people to love than them, other than you. You are like the little sister I never had.” He turned to smile at me.  I blushed.

“You’re like the big brother I never had!!!!” I said as I hugged him.

We soon pulled into Dunkin Donuts and I ordered a Frappuccino while Niall ordered something complicated. All I know is that when they put it out it smelled like a unicorn pooped it out and it looked like magic.

“What is that??” I asked him.

“Just a little specialty that I get for being in One Direction. Sucks to suck don’t it.”

“Hey, that’s not a nice thing to say to your little sister.” I teased.

“Well maybe the little sister needs to get on with her story so big brother can help solve her problems.”

“Fine. So you remember when Harry and Liam got in to the fight right??”

“Yessss.” He replied. I was silent.

“Continue.” He said.

“Well when I took Liam home he may have confessed that he loved me and then we sorta kissed and I kissed him back.” I said. Niall was silent.

“Hello??? Anyone home Mcfly???” I asked him quoting from back to the future. Holy pancakes I love that movie. My favorite one is probably the original one. I really don’t like the second movie because it is cheesy and stupid, but you have to watch it in order to understand the third one. Did you know that they didn’t originally plan to do three movies????? Yeah, me either. When my dad and I used to watch it he told me. Well I just got off track. I am starting to get freaked out about this. This is unhealthy. Oh well, the movie has Michael J. Fox in it!!!! Who wouldn’t want to watch it, if you know what I mean.

“Niall???” I snapped in his face. He moved his finger behind me and I swore under my breath. I turned around slowly to see a pissed Harry right behind me.

Harry’s POV

“YOU WHAT!?!?!??!?!!” I yelled. Man was I pissed. First I fall for a girl who I thought loved me and now she goes off and makes out with my best mate????

“Harry, let me explain.” She rushed. Her face was flustered and I wasn’t about to hear her retarded explanation.

“No let me explain. We are so done. Over. Gone. Poof you’re single!!!!! Why don’t you go cry to your new boyfriend Liam!!!! You are such a slut bag!!!!!! I thought I could trust you but obviously you proved me wrong. You are just an attention whore and a big fat bitch!!!!! I would rather be killed by James than be with YOU!!!!!!” I shouted at her. I felt bad as I saw her face go in panic. I didn’t realize how loud I was being. My voice dropped down a few notes and my face was twisted with anger. I was madder than an angry hornet. I looked to Hannah and she turned to Niall and cried in his shoulder.

“Nice going Harry.” Niall said as she rubbed her back. I could hear her sobs coming from his shoulder. I felt terrible. I should learn to control my temper, this is what happened last time.

“Hannah, I’m so sorry!!! I didn’t mean…”

“Hell yes you meant it!!!!!!!!!! You know what, if you’re going to keep over reacting to what I say, we are so fucking through. Hear me Styles???? WE ARE THROUGH!!!!” She yelled as she grabbed Niall and they went to the parking lot and drove off. I realized what I had done and I ran to the loo. I looked in the mirror at the red faced boy that was in front of me. Yes, a boy. That’s what I am, a stupid boy. I just let the only thing that mattered in my life run away from me and the bad thing about it is that I ruined my chances of ever being with her again.

Hannah’s POV

We sat in silence and I was pissed. How dare Harry explode on me like that? I mean yeah I did kiss Liam, but he wouldn’t even let me explain. I guess he has a right to be angry at me but not that angry. I’m still just a girl that has feelings. I was just ready to go home and cry my feelings away. Maybe I may even go unsocial again. I mean that’s what I did when James left me. I just went mental. I wouldn’t talk, eat, or sleep. I would just sit there and stare at whatever was in front of me. I would question my life and what my purpose was here on Earth, but I never really found it. I guess I just need another time of quietness to think about my life. So that’s what I did. I stayed still. When we pulled up to the hotel I stayed stiff and didn’t blink. I breathed but I had to force it. Niall began to mouth something, but I didn’t hear him. Whatever he was saying I wasn’t going to listen. I don’t want to be yelled at anymore. No one deserves to cry over my uselessness. I am just another person on this Earth. Just another number.

Finally Niall gave up and threw me over his shoulder. I stared at his butt and I thought intensely on butts. This is a great start to thinking about my shit worth life.

We got into the hotel room and I stayed quiet. Liam rushed in and he began to hug and kiss me. I didn’t respond. My arms didn’t move to hug him back, and my lips didn’t move to kiss him. I was a motionless statue. I saw Liam and Niall crying. Liam was red and his tears started to soak up his shirt. Why do I have to be such a screw up??? All I do is make people miserable. I should’ve ended my life when John told me to. Then none of this would have happened, and I wouldn’t bother anyone anymore. I just wish this nightmare would end.

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Holy shiznit this is going to be great!!!! It may not seem like it now but it is going to be freantastic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The next few chapters you are going to love me!!!!! HEhehehehehe ok so i need 10 comments and 10 votes!!!! Come on you can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I just wanted to say that i really appreciate how far this story has gotten. At first i thought that it was a dumb story and that nobody would ever read it. 25,000 reads???? AM I DREAMING??????? i freaking love you all so much. If i could give you all gifts i would give you one but i am broke and i would have to actually move so i will just give you all hugs!!!!!!! and gummy bears............ YUM

Love you

Hannah