Destruction

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🎶Infinity - One Direction🎶
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Stupid of me to think
I had some sort of chance
With you
You deserve someone skinny
And short
Because that's how boys seem to like it these days
I'm the mis-fit toy
No one wants to play with
And when I see that smile of yours
I know mine could never compare
You're never aware of what you do to me
You're the reason I force myself out of bed each morning
The reason I bought expensive makeup
The reason for me smiling
Because when your eyes stare off into space
It somehow makes me happy
But you're also the reason for late night panic attacks
The reason I starve and puke
The reason for the bloody blade
I hold in my hand
You make me love my life
But you also make me destroy myself
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Oh I hate myself

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