🎶Make It Stop - Rise Against🎶
Maybe I'm bisexual, I don't know
Maybe it's just my teenage hormones pushed to the edge
Right into the open for everyone to see
I can't choose who I want to be
I'm going place to place but I'm not really moving
I feel as if I'm stuck inside my own mind
Still here in this wretched town
This is where all my memories lay,
all the mistakes I've made taking a toll on me,
tonight.
It's so cold as I silently cry
Making sure the only one who can hear is the maker
This is what you did, yet I always seem to blame him
I'm simply scared for the blame to be pointed at me
I don't believe it's my fault, or is it?
But why do I ask the savior when he never will answer
Leaving me to question myself
I can't breathe as metal glides on skin
Keeping on expecting people to breathe for me
Wont you be my oxygen mask when I'm dying?
Press to my lips like the metal presses onto me.
Bitter and not so sweet
For I will never know what love is
And always will untruthfully convince myself that I'm in it, deep
When I'm still just a little lost girl
I need someone that I can run to when I'm feeling small
Everyone seems to be running to me
All their baggage they put on my own shoulders so they can have some freedom.
They always promise they will take back the baggage
but they are never around when my shoulders get tired.
I'm so tired
I'm so cold
It's freezing
I just need you to answer me
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Borderline Personality Poetry
Poetry*TRIGGER WARNING* I have Borderline Personality Disorder These are the thoughts in my head I get the burning feeling to type out. Nobody in my life really cares to read them so I decided to put them on here. I have constant mood swings, so I can't t...
